part.
And she did get a few offersâbut most of them involved her auditioning on her back. She had too much pride and too much self-confidence for that.
Now that pride and self-confidence and, she was forced to admit, her own naïveté, had brought her full circle.
But it was only temporary, Lexy reminded herself. In a little less than a year she would turn twenty-five and then sheâd come into her inheritance. What there was of it. She was going to take it back to New York, and this time sheâd be smarter, more cautious, and more clever.
She wasnât beaten, she decided. She was taking a sabbatical. One day she would stand onstage and feel all that love and admiration from the audience roll over her. Then she would be someone.
Someone other than Annabelleâs younger daughter.
She carried the last of the plates into the kitchen. Brian was already putting the place back into shape. No dirty pots and pans cluttered his sink, no spills and smears spoiled his counter. Knowing it was nasty, Lexy turned her wrist so that the cup stacked on top of the plates tipped, spilling the dregs of coffee before it shattered on the tile.
âOops,â she said and grinned wickedly when Brian turned his head.
âYou must enjoy being a fool, Lex,â he said coolly. âYouâre so good at it.â
âReally?â Before she could stop herself, she let the rest of the dishes drop. They hit with a crash, scattering food and fragments of stoneware all over. âHowâs that?â
âGoddamn it, what are you trying to prove? That youâre as destructive as ever? That somebody will always come behind you to clean up your mess?â He stomped to a closet, pulled out a broom. âDo it yourself.â He shoved the broom at her.
âI wonât.â Though she already regretted the impulsive act, she shoved the broom back at him. The colorful Fiestaware was like a ruined carnival at their feet. âTheyâre your precious dishes. You clean them up.â
âYouâre going to clean it up, or I swear Iâll use this broom on your backside.â
âJust try it, Bri.â She went toe-to-toe with him. Knowing sheâd been wrong was only a catalyst for standing her ground. âJust try it and Iâll scratch your damn eyes out. Iâm sick to death of you telling me what to do. This is my house as much as it is yours.â
âWell, I see nothingâs changed around here.â
Their faces still dark with temper, both Brian and Lexy turnedâand stared. Jo stood at the back door, her two suitcases at her feet and exhaustion in her eyes.
âI knew I was home when I heard the crash followed by the happy voices.â
In an abrupt and deliberate shift of mood, Lexy slid her arm through Brianâs, uniting them. âLook here, Brian, another prodigalâs returned. I hope we have some of that fatted calf left.â
âIâll settle for coffee,â Jo said, and closed the door behind her.
THREE
J O stood at the window in the bedroom of her childhood. The view was the same. Pretty gardens patiently waiting to be weeded and fed. Mounds of alyssum were already golden and bluebells were waving. Violas were sunning their sassy little faces, guarded by the tall spears of purple iris and cheerful yellow tulips. Impatiens and dianthus bloomed reliably.
There were the palms, cabbage and saw, and beyond them the shady oaks where lacy ferns and indifferent wildflowers thrived.
The light was so lovely, gilded and pearly as the clouds drifted, casting soft shadows. The image was one of peace, solitude, and storybook perfection. If sheâd had the energy, sheâd have gone out now, captured it on film and made it her own.
Sheâd missed it. How odd, she thought, to realize only now that sheâd missed the view from the window of the room where sheâd spent nearly every night of the first eighteen years of her
Catherine Gilbert Murdock