If you truly love my grandson, youâll recognize that this pregnancy has the potential to destroy his life. God almighty, girl, heâs only sixteen! Do you think Iâm going to allow him to waste his life on someone like you? Youâre fortunate you havenât told him your little secret, or God knows what Iâd do.â
Sarah hadnât doubted then, nor did she now, that Ruth McQueen would have taken drastic steps to shut her up. But basically it had come down to one thing. She did love Kyall. His happiness was very important to her. Sheâd never seen them in terms of a committed relationship; their backgrounds were too far removed. Sheâd accepted what Ruth McQueen and to a certain extent her own mother had told her. Exquisitely painful as it was, it would be better for her, for her baby and for Kyall if the child was adopted out to a suitable young couple who would give it a good, loving home.
She remembered how frightened her mother had been of Ruth McQueen. âEveryone is, my angel. Sheâs done some terrible things to people in business. Her own son was forced to leave. She simply doesnât have it in her to love anyone. Except Kyall. This is a real crisis, my angel. I have no money. Nowhere else to go. No husband anymore. I know itâs dreadful to accept what sheâs offering, but she proposes to look after us if we do what she says.â
So the answer, although it was terrible and not what she wanted, was very clear. She was to go away and put her baby up for adoption. Afterward, as though nothing monumental had happened, she could resume her education, one important difference being that sheâd never go back to the town but be enrolled in an excellent girlsâ boarding school.
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N OTHING HAD PREPARED HER or would ever prepare her for the sight of Kyall. She thought she gave a stricken gasp, but in fact she hadnât made a sound. She stood outside thechurch, flanked and supported by Harriet and Joe, surrounded by people of the town, the mourners, as her motherâs casket slid into the hearse and then began its final journey to the funeral home on the outskirts of town. It had been decided that she would attend her motherâs wake first before the cremation. Harriet and her motherâs best friend, Cheryl Morgan, would accompany her.
There was something eerie about seeing Ruth McQueen again. She had aged. Lost height and weight. Never a tall woman, sheâd always had such an imperious manner sheâd managed to overcome her lack of inches. From this distanceâand Sarah hoped sheâd keep itâRuth McQueen looked almost frail. Wonder of wonders! Hard to believe that, but she still had the incredible aura of glamour her daughter Enid, though a handsome woman, totally lacked. Both women were dressed in black from top to toeâa lot of people werenâtâbut the McQueens always did things by the book. Kyallâs father, Max, a tall, handsome man with lovely manners, glanced in her direction. He lifted his hand and smiled, somehow indicating that heâd see her at the house.
The McQueen women had already turned away as Kyall cleared a path for them to the old, meticulously maintained Rolls Ruth McQueen kept for her dignified entries into town. What was more of a surpriseâbut then again, perhaps notâwas the presence of India Claydon of Marjimba Station, who now stood beside Kyall, suggesting she was a young woman of some significance in his and his familyâs life. India did not look in Sarahâs direction. Her concern was solely with supporting the McQueen family, as though they were the chief mourners.
India, a tall, athletic young woman with a long fall of glossy brown hair and bright blue eyes, appeared cool and elegant even in the heat of the day, which had most womenwaving decorative straw fans. India Claydon was a few years younger and had never been a friend. India, as heiress to Marjimba Station,