it just to make yourself feel good. Itâs a tiny shop called Sassy. They keep the stuff in boxes and not on models. Get an outfit thatâs bright and colorful. A French manicure is a must. Go to Lisa and Company and get some sunglitz in your hair. A trim, too. Get those eyebrows more defined. Youâre a mess, Sara.â Carlyâs voice was so cheerful-sounding Sara couldnât take offense.
âItâs just dinner, Carly, not an assignation.â
âYou donât know that.â
âYou said he was still involved with someone. He said . . . what he said was it wasnât good. He meant he followed your advice, and it didnât turn out right. That could mean anything. If she didnât take it well, that means she . . . might still be on the fringes. It makes me uncomfortable.â
âYouâll get over it! A dinner date with Dallas Lord! Woweeee! Stop looking at me like that, Sara. I swear I wonât tell anyone. I wonder what the brother is like. They never show pictures of him when they do those stories. Eagle-eyed, chiseled jaw, lean and mean. Letâs make a bet, Sara.â
âDonât be silly. Dallas said heâs the reason for his success.â
âMaybe his financial success. His music is his own. No one can claim success for that except Dallas and his band. Rolling Stone magazine said Dallas Lord has more money than Michael Jackson. Thatâs a lot of money, Sara. I hate to say this, but heâs more famous than Elvis and Michael Jackson put together.â Carly clapped her hands in glee. âAnd my big sister, the doctor, has a date with him! Absolutely mind-boggling.â
âIâm going to bed. His money doesnât interest me. He was like this gentle, wounded bird. Heâs worried he wonât fly again. Yes, heâs grieving for Billy Sweet, but itâs more than that. They were a support system for one another. Heâs not sure if he can or if he wants to continue without his friend, and heâs going through a very real trauma right now. I donât know what time Iâll be home tonight, so donât wait up for me.â
Carly grinned as she waved her index finger in Saraâs face. âTake notes!â
Sara slid between the sheets as she rolled over on her side. She was asleep within minutes, dreaming not of Dallas Lord but Eric Evans.
âYou tricked me, Eric. You stole my key to the drug cabinet. I cannot, I will not cover for you. You need help, Eric.â
âWhat are you talking about. All I wanted was my guitar. Youâre the one who put it in the drug cabinet. Adam said he could get me a real good price for it. He doesnât like you, Sara. Thatâs why youâre so upset. Admit it. He has the combination to the gate, too. He isnât going to like it when he sees you. Itâs your turn now, Sara. Youâll see how it feels when your world is ripped out from under you.â
âYou were abusing drugs, Eric. You were stealing from the drug cabinet using my key on my floor. Thatâs why you donât have a life anymore. Did you ever love me, or was that all a lie, too?â
âOf course it was âlie. It was all a lie. Sneaking around was the only thing that was exciting. How do you think youâre going to feel when Adam finds out youâre trying to steal Dallas out from under him? Dallas Lord and the Canyon River Band is Adamâs livelihood. Heâs going to blame you, blame you, blame youuuuu.â
Sara rolled over, and then sat up. She brushed at her hair as she stared at the bedside clockâ12:10. She leaned back into her nest of pillows. She rarely dreamed of Eric Evans these days. Eric belonged to the past. Sara tried to burrow into the bed. Maybe she should just return the Jeep, take back her car, and go on with her life. Maybe the dream was an omen of some kind. Make up your mind, Sara. Being blind to something was what caused the problems with
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