you, I have little to none. I canât make her accept you if she doesnât love you.â
âSheâs a grown woman, not a girl. She can make her own decisions.â
âYou will only cause her pain.â Mercer rocked on his heels. âIâm convinced of that. And I wonât have her hurt.â He glanced at the flowers. âNot when thereâs hope sheâll meet a decent man.â
His heart stilled with icy certainty that their conversation was now headed in a direction he did not wish to follow. âAm I being asked to step aside, or told to?â
Mercer crossed his arms over his chest. âPerhaps you think that during my sisterâs marriage, we knew nothing of her life. That is far from the case. Your name was connected with Tommy Evansâs. I followed your life of scandal because I followed Tommyâs. I have more than a small suspicion of the reason Sophie came home so altered. And that reason is closely connected with your name.â
âI am not responsible for the state of their marriage. He made her unhappy long before I met her. Long before I met Tommy Evans, as well. I assure you, I am not responsible for his decision to elope with your sister. I didnât know the man until after he was married.â Because, quite frankly, Tommy Evans hadnât had the money to enter his circle until after heâd secured Sophieâs fortune. âNeither did I influence his decision to live in London while she remained at Rider Hall.â
âAnd yet, as I say, she refused you at Havenwood, my lord.â
âYour point?â
He shrugged. âPerhaps you do love her. I canât know whatâs in your heart. But she does not love you. If she did, she would not have turned you away.â
âYou say she is not unaffected by me. That observation is correct. When I went to Havenwood, I had not seen your sister in quite a long time.â He chose his words carefully. âNot seen nor corresponded with. Am I to have but one chance to convince her of my desire to make her my countess?â He looked Mercer in the eye. âIs that a connection you can afford to turn away?â
Mercerâs eyes turned hard. âMy lord, I cannot with any conscience at all support your pursuit of her.â
He, too, looked at the roses. âHave I a rival already?â he asked.
âNo one whoâs declared himself, if thatâs what you mean.â
Well. And so. He wasnât blockheaded about who this potential rival might be. âIâm to be thrown over for Vedaelin? Yes,â he said bitterly. âAn earl in the hand may well be thrown over for the prospect of a duke.â
âWhen you came to Havenwood, I thought you two had quarreled.â Mercer looked at him from under his lashes. âAs lovers sometimes will.â
âSophie was never my lover.â And not for want of his desiring that it should be so.
âAnd yet you make free with her given name.â Mercerâs eyes flashed. âYou look at her as if you want to devour her. With a rakeâs eyes. Do you think me so rustic I am easily fooled by London manners and a lofty title?â
âThis is absurd.â
âI was willing to let you apologize and put yourself into her good graces. You did not. Having seen firsthand her reaction to you, I believe you cannot.â
âThatâs something your sister ought to decide.â Banallt smothered his outrage. Mercer was a reasonable man, he knew that. As calculating as he was himself. Moreover, he believed he was acting in his sisterâs best interest. And that, ironically, they had in common. âYou say you know sheâs not the girl who eloped with Tommy Evans. I say you donât understand the woman she is.â
âI hope, sir, that if you meet my sister socially, you will do nothing to upset her.â
Banallt realized then that Mercer expected him to bring up Fidelia. He should.