still,â Banallt said. âI do understand.â
âActually, I donât think you do.â Mercer sat forward, forearms on his spread-apart knees, immune, it seemed, to his glare. âYou havenât any idea what she was like as a girl, do you?â
Banallt said nothing. Sophie had told him almost nothing of her childhood.
âAlways laughing. She was a happy child. Did she happen to mention to you how much time she spent at Castle Darmead?â Mercer waited a heartbeat. âI thought not. Sheâd badger the caretakers for information and come home full of facts about the castle and its history. The history of your family.â He smiled fondly. âAnd then sheâd work all those facts into stories. No reason sheâd tell you about that, but she did. The earls of Banallt always loomed large in her tales. I used to try to trip her up in her facts, but I never succeeded. Eventually I gave up trying. Ripping good stories, too.â He sat up straight. âIâm telling you this so that youâll understand why she would be more susceptible to you than anyone else. To your title in particular. Donât misunderstand me, I mean the fact that you are the Earl of Banallt. If you were Prinny himself she wouldnât care half so much.â
âYour sister is quite the democrat.â He was certain where their conversation was headed. But he did not intend to be so easily discouraged.
âMy point, sir, is that however it was you met, you couldnât possibly live up to her girlhood ideal of the absent master of Castle Darmead.â
âYou underestimate your sister if you think her unable to separate childhood imagination from a flesh-and-blood man.â
His eyes narrowed. âWhatever you were to her, I think we both know you didnât come close to being her knight in shining armor.â
Banallt barked a laugh. âMe, a knight in armor? She never thought that of me.â
âPerhaps not. Yet I know seeing you again has hurt her.â He stood up. âMy sister has had more than her share of unhappiness, my lord. More than enough. What happened between you two I donât care to know. What I do know is that Sophie assured me she would be unaffected should we have the misfortune of meeting you in London.â He lifted a hand. âHear me out. She insists thatâs so, but I donât believe her.â
Banallt made sure his expression revealed nothing. Mercer looked at him, his curls wild from his hand scrubbing through his hair. Mercer continued. âI want Sophieâs happiness, my lord. Do you understand? She deserves that after Evans. What a debacle that was. At least three people saw her the night she ran away with Evans. Three. And no one said a word. No one warned us, and my father didnât realize sheâd grown up and needed watching. To him, she was still his little girl. He never dreamed she felt that way about Evans.â
âI think,â Banallt said, âyou are unaware of how hurt your sister was by her familyâs refusal to see her.â Mercer wasnât blameless in Sophieâs unhappiness. âHer husbandâs neglect she dealt with in her own fashion. But the letters returned to her from Havenwood? Unopened?â Mercer cocked his head, assessing what it meant that Banallt knew about the letters and how sheâd felt. âShe never recovered from that.â
Mercer looked at him from under his lashes. âThatâs unfair.â
âItâs unfair of you to judge what you never witnessed. And you, Mr. Mercer, never witnessed your sisterâs married life. Nor her devotion to an undeserving husband, nor her private heartbreaks. Nor my friendship with her.â He was angry but managed to maintain a smooth and even tone. âWhich, I do assure you, is all there was between us.â
âShe turned you away, my lord. Donât overestimate my influence over her. I assure
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