fancy, lit-up dolls, like they were watching too. Charlene frowned at the pale yellow material she held up to her chin. She grabbed a handful of it and gritted her teeth. âMama, this color is not bright enough. It washes me out!â
Mama had a few pins tucked into the corner of her mouth. âDarlinâ, this is what you picked out. You loved it at the store. And you better watch it. You keep making that nasty face and it will freeze just like that for good. Happened to my friend Dolores Groves. You should have seen her senior class picture. âCourse no one asked her to prom. I donât think she ever got married, either.â
Charlene stomped her foot. âIt wonât matter if it freezes like that. This is so ugly no one will be looking at my face! There must have been different lighting at the store. I never would have picked out something so horrid.â
I dashed up the stairs and ran to my room. I threw open the closet door and let out my breath. The bowl was still there and so was Earl. I picked him up and set him in my hand. He looked at me and closed his eyes. Then I put him back, slid the bowl in the closet, and went downstairs. He needed food.
Grandma was in the kitchen and Charlene was still whining. âI canât wear this. I just canât.â Her blue eyes popped open wide, ready to leap out of her head.
Mama stepped back from Charlene and tapped her finger on her chin. âIf you got yourself a nice tan, this dress would just glow on you. Yes, Iâm sure it would.â
Charlene ran her fingers over her hair and across her collarbone. Her heaving chest started slowing down. âYou think?â
âYes, I do. Youâre a southern girl now. You have to have a tan. Itâs practically a law. Now, hereâs how to do it fast. Put a few drops of iodine in some baby oil. Slather that on real good, then cover one of your record albums in tinfoil and hold it in front of you. Youâll bounce those sun rays right onto yourself and be tan in no time.â
Mama was so smart about that kind of stuff. âHi there, Chip,â Mama said, glancing at me.
I opened my mouth, but Mama turned back to the pins she was poking through the silky gold material.
âMama?â I sat down on the couch. The plastic cover let out a loud squeak like it couldnât believe I had the nerve to sit on it. âI have a question. A problem really.â I hoped sheâd know what to do about my turtle. Mama didnât have a lot of experience with animals like Daddy did.
âOuch!â Mama shook her hand and sucked on the finger sheâd stuck with a pin. âOh, Chip. Can it wait?â
Grandma walked into the room. âOff my couch with those dirty clothes, Brenda.â She swept one hand through the air like she was shooing me away. âNow, whatâs this problem? Perhaps I can help.â
Hopping off the couch, I looked into the hall at the eat-you-alive bear at the bottom of the stairs. Grandma didnât know anything about keeping animals alive. She only knew about killing them. âUm, nothing,â I said, backing away from her. âNothing important. Iâll be out back. Call me when supperâs ready.â
I felt smaller inside Grandmaâs house than I did out on the hot road walking back from Miss Vernieâs. Out there I felt like a big beautiful feather that could float anywhere. Inside with Grandma, I felt like dirty old gum stuck to the road.
âMake sure you change before dinner. Youâll find a few new dresses hanging in your closet.â Grandma shook her head, her eyes sweeping across me from toes to nose. âLordy, where have you been?â
The tips of my ears felt hot and I stepped back. âExploring.â
This made Mama smile. âWould you take Ruthie outside with you? Sheâs been clinging to my legs all day.â
I rolled my eyes.
Ruthie twirled in place, her ruffled dress flying. She
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