disappointed.
DeeAnn tried not to pry in Karenâs personal life. She was a grown womanâat least thatâs what DeeAnn kept telling herself.
âYou and your strawberry kitchen,â Karen said as she walked in the door.
DeeAnn looked up from her mashed potatoes before she plopped more butter in. âI like strawberries. They make me smile.â
Karen laughed. It was the same sweet rippling laugh it always was, just a bit deeper. âWhat can I do to help?â
âSet the table. Everything else is in hand.â
âChicken smells great,â Karen said as she reached into the cupboard for plates and headed into the dining room. She was tall and thin like her dad and it was her habit to reach the tallest shelves for DeeAnn, who was a bit shorter but a lot rounder.
âYes, it does.â DeeAnnâs husband, Jacob, came into the room.
âIt needs a few more minutes,â DeeAnn said as if trying to hold him back with her voice. He was so impatient sometimes.
âJust heard about the woman they found this morning,â Jacob said, reaching into the silverware drawer.
âWhat woman?â Karen called from the dining room.
âEsmeralda Martelino,â DeeAnn said, sprinkling more salt into the potatoes.
âHow did you know?â asked Jacob.
DeeAnn reached down in her cupboard to get a serving bowl for the potatoes and a sharp pain ripped through her back. It flattened her, stomach-first onto the hard linoleum floor. Whatâs happening? Where is my breath?
âDeeAnn?â She heard Jacob say through her haze of pain.
âMom? What is it?â Karen crouched down beside her.
âMy back,â DeeAnn managed to say. âIâll be fine. Just give me a minute.â Just breathe, she told herself. But she wasnât sure she could. It felt like her lower back was on fire and if she moved an inch it would erupt.
âHold on,â Karen said. âDonât move. Dad, can you get the heating pad warmed up?â
âHeating pad? Do we have a heating pad?â he said with panic in his voice.
âYes, Dad. Itâs in the closet next to the bathroom, third shelf down. What does it feel like, Momâa dull thud? A sharp pain?â
âIt was sharp,â DeeAnn said. âItâs easing off into dull. Feels like something is out of place.â
âHow long have you been having problems? Can you twist around onto your back?â Karen asked.
âI think so.â
âHere it is,â Jacob said, coming into the kitchen and proudly holding up the heating pad.
DeeAnn and Karen exchanged looks.
âCan you plug it in next to the couch? Also get more pillows. Weâre going to need to prop Mom up.â Karen was taking charge of the situation.
Had DeeAnn not been in such pain, sheâd have told her how proud she was of her daughter, the nurse. A grown woman.
The scent of the chicken reminded DeeAnn that the bird needed to be pulled out of the oven. âThe chicken.â
âDonât worry,â Karen said. âIâll take care of the chicken. We need to get you to the couch first.â
Karen. What a kind, knowledgeable, sensible young woman sheâs become. DeeAnn looked up into her daughterâs face and saw a woman she could not be more proud of and started to cry.
âOh now,â Jacob said, as he helped her up from the floor, his arm around her shoulder. âDeeAnn, donât cry, sweetheart.â
âAre you in that much pain?â Karen asked.
âI am,â DeeAnn said, sniffling. But that â s not why I â m crying , she wanted to say. They would never understand the way she just had seen time stand still, move back and forward, in just a flash. Her daughter, a grown, capable woman . . . with the same face, the same eyes, hell, the same freckles sheâd always had. The same freckles DeeAnnâs mother had had. Lord, the woman was a lot like DeeAnnâs own
John Steinbeck, Richard Astro