undress for sex, but tonight I was too horny to wait. I also feared if I took the time to undress I might realize just how stupid I was being.
I straddled Chase, keeping my body just out of his reach. He looked at me with hungry eyes and bucked up. The head of his cock brushed against my clit and I moaned in pleasure. I wrapped my fingers around him and guided him inside of me. I slid down, easily consuming Chase's length. It had been awhile since I had been with a man and my vibrator had become my best friend while I was in the city.
I bit my lip as his cock brushed against my insides, finding all the points of pleasure. Bracing my hands against his chest, I began to move. Chase pulled me down into a kiss and bucked up hard into my pussy. I moaned into the kiss as his thrusts pushed him deeper and deeper inside of me.
Chase's hands cupped my ass, squeezing and caressing. I wiggled my hips, making the head of his throbbing cock rub against my g-spot. My body moved frantically up and down over him. It had been too long since I had felt a man inside of me and now that it was happening I couldn't get enough.
I sat back up and rode him harder, enjoying the feeling of his slick cock inside my body. It's usually said that a man thinks with his cock, but at that moment my pussy was in control of my thoughts.
Chase moved his fingers between my thighs and massaged my clit. In response, I moved more frantically over him. His fingers on my swollen little nub made my limbs quiver. My fingernails dug into his chest as I reached my climax. I threw my head back in pleasure and massaged my breasts to draw out the sensations that were washing over me.
I felt Chase's dick twitch inside of me and knew he was going to cum soon. Usually, I would have insisted that he use a condom, but tonight in my frenzy I’d forgotten about safety measures. His warm sticky seed exploded inside of me and I moaned again. I continued to ride Chase until he was completely limp.
Panting for air, I collapsed onto him. My muscles ached and I was sore between my legs, but in the afterglow of sex that type of pain always feels good. I rested my head on Chase's chest and let him hold me until I fell asleep, but my mind was already racing. I could tell that regret and guilt wasn't going to wait until the morning to pay me a visit.
After Chase fell asleep, I gently moved away from him. For a long time I lay there watching him sleep. He looked so much like the man I’d left six years ago, but he also looked different. He looked much older, though he was still sexy as hell. Even in his sleep, I could tell that the last six years had taken its toll on him. I wanted to make things work, but nothing had changed. Our conversation tonight had only reinforced what I knew to be true: It had been a mistake to come home.
I should’ve kept my ass in the city where it belonged. Maybe if I called my landlord and gave him the rent upfront I could get my apartment back.
“If you're going to leave again, why the hell did you sleep with him?”
I thought for a moment on the self-posed question and then the answered occurred to me.
I needed closure.
When I’d left before, there had been too many unanswered questions and too many what-ifs. Now I knew the facts and I didn’t like the situation. I knew my only choice was to do what I always did best.
To leave and not look back this time.
My heart pounded in my chest as I committed Chase's sleeping face to memory. It would be the last time I ever laid eyes on him willingly.
“I love you,” I whispered softly, “but now I have to go.”
Chase didn't even stir as I walked out of the room. I headed to the bathroom to clean up downstairs. My reflection looked better than I felt, but that wasn't saying much. I straightened my weave out the best I could without a hair brush and washed off my smeared makeup.
Bosco was waiting outside of the bathroom when I was finished. He looked up at me and whined with a look in his eyes
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