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tight little hole.” Patrick thrust against Jason as he said the words, and Jason’s mouth opened.
“Why aren’t you naked too? I meant to ask you about that, but you distracted me.”
“You want me naked? Take off my clothes.” The sentence had barely left his mouth when Jason flipped them, ending up on top.
“Old man.” He gave Patrick a shiteating grin. “Sit up.” After pulling Patrick’s shirt over his head, Jason then shimmied down to the end of the bed, where he hopped off and reached for Patrick’s pants, leaving him in boxers.
“Apparently you haven’t grasped the concept of naked.”
Jason laughed. “Patience, patience.” Then he slid his hands up Patrick’s legs, pushing them until they were bent ninety degrees before spreading them wide and crawling between on his knees.
When the other man’s tongue skated from the inside of his knee, up his thigh, and right into the leg hole of his boxers, Patrick sighed. “Okay, I’ll stop complaining. But I thought I was supposed to be licking you .”
“Shh.” Jason’s nose was nudging the fabric up, and the tip of his tongue ran over the side of Patrick’s now halfhard shaft before briefly flicking one of his balls.

Chapter Four
    Holy hell, this was hot. Patrick was covered, but not. Usually sex for Jason meant a race to the finish, the endgame an orgasm. But both of them had already come, and Jason could actually enjoy a man’s body. He latched on to Patrick’s inner thigh with his mouth, sucking and biting just the slightest bit. Patrick moaned, and Jason smiled around the mouthful of male skin. Oh yeah, this was hot.
    Jason turned his face and found the open placket of Patrick’s boxers. Using only his lips and tongue, he coaxed Patrick’s dick out of the slit and, feeling pretty proud of himself, gently sucked just the head. Patrick’s hands slammed down on the bed on either side of his spread thighs, and a powerful wave of satisfaction burst through Jason. He’d caused that.
    Since Jason was still only twentytwo, he had no idea how long it took to recover from an orgasm, but Patrick had warned him it might be a while. He was still undecided on what he wanted to do even if Patrick could get it up again, and wondered if Patrick would bottom for him instead. Chancing a glance up, Jason saw that Patrick was panting but watching him avidly, and Jason’s face flamed. He felt like he’d been caught with a hand in the cookie jar.
    “Shh, baby, don’t be embarrassed,” Patrick murmured. “You look sexy as fuck like that.”
    Jason pulled off Patrick and sat up. “I’m not ashamed or anything. I’m just not used to being the giver, you know?”
    Patrick barked out a laugh. “Never?”
With a self-deprecating shrug, he answered, “Not really. I go to bars for hookups. I find a bottom who wants me, and I let him suck me off. Sometimes I fuck him. But never the other way around.” He took a deep breath. “To be honest, I wasn’t even sure I was ‘all-theway gay.’”
“Come again?”
“You know, like totally gay. Women do nothing for me, but since I wasn’t particularly interested in sucking another guy’s dick or taking it up the ass, I wondered how gay I actually was.”
“And now?”
    Jason glanced down at Patrick’s cock. “Now I’m pretty sure I’m all-theway gay.” He frowned, not sure if he should admit why he was sure. “This is the first time I’ve wanted to kiss a man, to figure out what makes him moan, to put his cock in my mouth, or to swallow his cum.” Blushing again, he looked down at the bedspread.
“Jason, look at me.”
    His breath caught on the note of authority in Patrick’s voice. Damn him for using his coach voice to get his attention. Involuntarily, Jason looked up.
    “There’s no reason to be ashamed.” “I know that, I do, but I’m so far in the closet I can’t even see the door. And that sucks and I wish it was different, but it’s not. I especially hate lying to my teammates. I feel like