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want music, if it wasn’t for Tyler there wouldn’t even be a t.v in my house.  I hit shuffle on a random list and music floods my ears and my soul. Asking Alexandria’s I wont give in, is the first song to play. I loved this song the very first time I heard it. Its so deep and has so much meaning that when I hear it even thou it’s a hardcore song I wanna cry so I push the skip button, I mean a person can only cry so much right. Don’t go by bring me the horizon is next. I love this song to. I can just tell you now that I will love every song but oliver sykes voice does something to my insides. I listen to the whole song and wait for the next. Dust in the wind by Kansas. This song makes you think about life. When drown by bring me the horizon comes, when he says who will fix me now baby when im down save me from myself, don’t let me drown, arms are wrapped around me from behind. I must yell or something cuz when I look back Liam is standing there with his arms raised, letting me know that he doesn’t mean any harm. I take off the headphones and get ready to light into him but he beats me and talks first.
    Rain baby girl, im sorry I wasn’t thinking. I didn’t mean to scare you. I was coming by to se if you had everything you needed. I wanted to make sure you were ok.
    I have always loved Liams eyes. Even in school before I started dating Tyler when it was just me and Liam and we were close. Before Liam brought Tyler with him that night to pick me up from a sitting job I had, it was always just his eyes. I could lose myself in his eyes forever. I wonder why I was so stupid and did just date Liam. Liams grey eyes grab me sometimes and make me want to let him make everything ok. I want with all my heart to et that happen, but I cant be sure that everyone I love will be ok and that includes Liams.
    Liam, im fine. Im in a hospital. It is their job to take care of me, you don’t have to keep coming up here and checking on me. Shit Liam you have a life to live. Go live it. I don’t need you here. I hate saying those things to him. On the inside all I want is him here with me. I notice he has a gym bag I cut my eyes at the bag.
    What the hell do you have a bag for? I know it isn’t for me. Seeing as how Storm and the boys bought me all new clothes a few days ago. What are you doing Liam? He sets the bag on the chair beside my bed then plants his ass on the bed beside me. One of his feet are on the floor and the other is hanging in the air from where he is sitting sideways. He puts his hands on his thighs and says the words I knew he was going to say. Everynight since I have been here either Storm or one of my boys have been here all night playing body guard. Its really not needed. Tyler isn’t going to come back.
    Rain, im staying here tonight, weather you like it or not your ass is stuck with me until 9 a.m when I have to be to work. So we can fight about it now, wherr you lose and waste our time. Or you can suck it up butter cup because no matter what you say, im here. Now what is your choice?
    I don’t say anything I just look at him like he has lost his freaking mind, which he has. After a few seconds he nods his head stands and says, glad you see things my way. I always knew you were smart. Im going to change, now don’t you go anywhere k babe.  The ass hole winks at me and makes a fucking kissy face on his way to the bathroom. I swear if I didn’t love him I would hate him.
    After 10 mins he comes out of the bathroom and walks to my bed. I just lay there. He grabs my thin blanket and lifts it up. I pull it back down and almost yell. What the hell are you doing Liam. I mean really. When Storm and the boys stayed they slept over there, I say at I point to the chair that got stuck last night when Mans big ass tryied to make it lay back. I can see Liam now. he will look just as insane as all the rest of the men in my life.
    He gives me a smile that always sends shivers down my spine. Sorry babe, they slept in the