Shattered by Haven Anne Lennox Read Free Book Online

life. That’s you and Storm. You deserve better then me Liam. Im broken and damaged. Im used up and beat down. I need you Storm and the boys to let me go. Please let me go.
    Liam gets up like he is going to leave. He is also in basketball shorts and a wife beater, him and the boys must have been together.
    Liam, please understand.
    He turns around so fast. And is almost yelling.
    Goddamn it Rain. Let us help you. We can make you untouchable. We could all be fucking happy together.
    He has tears running down his cheeks and with all my heart I wanna tell him ok. But my mind knows better then to believe. If I were to agree and then something happen to one of my kids Liam and Storm will never be able to deal and they will blame their self, when all I had to do was stay put, and everyone in my family stays safe.
    Rain im not giving up. You go back to Tyler if that’s what you wanna do, but just know that I will never stop. I will keep coming after Tyler and I wont stop until his ass is locked up or dead. I don’t want to see you in much pain. Im sick of seeing the after affects of Tyler fucking Childs. I will not stop until you are away from him. Do you understand me Rainy Marie Carmichael. I will not stop until you are safe. Weather you end up mine or not, I will get you away from him.
    I don’t know what to say. I just let the tears fall and reach for him. He walks to me taking my hand and kisses me on my head. Ill be back, think about what I said. He says as he starts walking toward the door then he is gone and all I know to do is cry. I cry for the love we could have had, I cry for the pain I feel, I cry because I know that where im going I will not be safe and that I let the only man that has ever made me feel safe walk out of my room knowing that when I get out ill be going to a man that beats me and rapes me. A man that doesn’t even love me. A man that I know will one day cause my death. And im fine with that. Ill learn to live with it. I know that they cant save me. We could go into hidinh and Tyler would still still find me. I have no doubt that he will keep his word and hurt my kids. That isn’t something that I can live with. So ill do what I have to do to protect my kids. If that means I get my face kicked in everyday until he kills me, so be it, but he will not get his hands on my kids
     
     
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    For the rest of that day I just looked out the window, hoping no one else would come by, but I have no luck. Storm came by. He has it in his head that I see the light and that when they release me from the hospital ill be going home with him so he can keep me “safe”.  I wish they would understand that I am trying to keep them safe. I know that Tyler will not fight a man. Not with his fists, he never has. He has always been the one to only fight women, but im not dumb enough to believe that he wouldn’t use a gun or a knife. Storm is strong and everything but you cant fight a damn bullet. Why cant he see this. I know that im his sister and his job is to look out for me but when I clearly say I don’t want your help, shouldn’t that tell him to wlk away? I love that he cares so much, but all I wanna do is keep him safe. He isn’t bullet proof like he wants to think. He can die he can be hurt. Its something that I cant let happen. Storm, Liam and the kids mean more to me then my own life and I will protect them until my last breath.
    After Storm left I felt so drained. I have to say the same things over and over all the time. The nurse and doctor came into my room and let me know that I was recovering well and that in a few days if everything was still looking the same I would be able to go home. I know they told Storm. That’s why he was all, me tarzan you Jane, with me while telling me I was leaving with him when I get out.
    When everyone had come and gone I got the ipod someone and brought to me. I have no idea who brought it. All the men in my life know that I love music. No matter what is going on I