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sir.’
    A young grin. Perfect teeth. Everyone called him sir, even those much older. It was discomfiting no matter who it came from.
    The pill rattled in the plastic. Troy took the cup and tossed the pill down. He swallowed it dry, grabbed his tray and tried not to hold up the line. Searching for a seat, he caught the heavyset man watching him. Everyone in the facility seemed to think Troy was in charge, but he wasn’t fooled. He was just another person doing a job, following a script. He found an empty spot facing the screen. Unlike that first day, it no longer bothered him to see the scorched world outside. The view had grown oddly comforting. It created a dull ache in his chest, which was near to feeling something.
    A mouthful of potatoes and gravy washed away the taste of the pill. Water was never up to the task, could never take away the bitterness. Eating methodically, he watched the sun set on the first week of his first shift. Twenty-five more weeks to go. It was a countable number phrased like that. It seemed shorter than half a year.
    An older gentleman in blue overalls with thinning hair sat down diagonally across from him, polite enough not to block the view. Troy recognized the man, had spoken with him once by the recycling bin. When he looked up, Troy nodded in greeting.
    The cafeteria hummed pleasantly as they both ate. A few hushed conversations rose and faded. Plastic, glass and metal beat out a rhythmless tune.
    Troy glanced at the view and felt there was something he was supposed to know, something he kept forgetting. He awoke each morning with familiar shapes at the edges of his vision, could feel memories nearby, but by the time breakfast came, they were already fading. By dinner, they were lost. It left Troy with a sadness, a cold sensation, and a feeling like a hollow stomach – different from hunger – like rainy days as a child when he didn’t know how to fill his time.
    The gentleman across from him slid over a little and cleared his throat. ‘Things going okay?’ he asked.
    He reminded Troy of someone. Blotchy skin hung slightly loose around his weathered face. He had a drooping neck, an unsightly pinch of flesh hanging from his Adam’s apple.
    ‘Things?’ Troy repeated. He returned the smile.
    ‘Anything, I suppose. Just checking in. I go by Hal.’ The gentleman lifted his glass. Troy did the same. It was as good as a handshake.
    ‘Troy,’ he said. He supposed to some people it still mattered what they called themselves.
    Hal took a long pull from his glass. His neck bobbed, the gulp loud. Self-conscious, Troy took a small sip and worked on the last of his beans and turkey.
    ‘I’ve noticed some people sit facing it and some sit with their backs to it.’ Hal jerked his thumb over his shoulder.
    Troy looked up at the screen. He chewed his food, didn’t say anything.
    ‘I reckon those who sit and watch, they’re trying to remember something,’ Hal said.
    Troy swallowed and forced himself to shrug.
    ‘And those of us who don’t want to watch,’ Hal continued. ‘I figure we’re trying our best to forget.’
    Troy knew they shouldn’t be having this conversation, but now it had begun, and he wanted to see where it would lead.
    ‘It’s the bad stuff,’ Hal said, staring off toward the elevators. ‘Have you noticed that? It’s just the bad stuff that slips away. All the unimportant things, we remember well.’
    Troy didn’t say anything. He jabbed his beans, even though he didn’t plan on eating them.
    ‘It makes you wonder, don’t it? Why we all feel so rotten inside?’
    Hal finished up his food, nodded a wordless goodbye, and got up to leave. Troy was left alone. He found himself staring at the screen, a dull ache inside that he couldn’t name. It was the time of evening just before the hills disappeared, before they darkened and faded into the cloud-filled sky.

7
    2049
    Washington, DC
     
    Donald was glad he had decided to walk to his meeting with the Senator. The