cocaine. Later it was heroin. At twenty, after one missed job too many, Christina was dropped by her agency. By now estranged from her family, and too proud to ask for help, she turned instead to âboyfriendsâ to fund her ever-growing habitâin reality dealers and pimps, who dragged her deeper and deeper into hell.
Sofia and her twin sister, Ella, were the result of Christinaâs third pregnancy. Christina had tried to abort them, as she had the other babies, but the procedure was botched and both babies survived. Born in the Berwind Maternity Clinic in Harlem, and abandoned there by their mother that same night, the Basta twins spent a few short weeks together before Ella, the prettier baby of the two, was adopted by a local doctor and his wife. From then on, Sofia began her life as she was destined to continue it: alone.
But not completely.
When Sofia was six years old and living at the St. Maryâs Home for Girls in Brooklyn, the staff at the home received word, via a top-flight Madison Avenue law firm no less, that Sofiaâs mother had died. Christina had left a âsmall bequestâ to her daughters. As the doctor and his family had moved away, taking Ella with them, it was decided that the bequest should go to Sofia.
âItâs not very substantial,â the lawyer explained, to the great disappointment of the head of St. Maryâs. âIt may have sentimental value, though, perhaps when the child is older. Thereâs a book, an old book. And a letter.â
The book was the one that recounted the love story of Miriam and Jibril, which a few years later Sofia and Frankie would spend so many happy hours poring over together. The letter was from Sofiaâs mother, explaining that the book was not some legend, but the true story of one of Sofiaâs ancestors, a relic of a past that Sofia had never known, and detailing the circumstances of her birth.
Frankie had seen the letter. Sofia had shown it to him in her teens. He was the only one she trusted and he understood that the book and the letter changed everything for the orphaned Sofia. Overnight, she had gone from being nobody, the unwanted spawn of a hooker and her pimp, to being somebody, somebody special, a royal Moroccan princess tragically separated from her beautiful twin. Of course, the other kids in the home made fun of her, told her that her book was a load of horseshit, that there was no twin, no exotic royal past. But Frankie helped Sofia see past their envy and their mockery. He was her rock, her salvation, her only friend, and the book was her most treasured possession.
To this day, Sofia wasnât sure what had drawn Frankie to her. Perhaps it was that he was an orphan too, a genuine orphan, like her. Most of the kids in the home had families, just not ones that could take care of them. Frankie and Sofia had no one. But in other ways they were wildly different. Where Sofia had always been lonely and friendless, envied by the girls in the home for her beauty and harassed by the boys for the same reason, Frankie was adored by everyone, staff and kids alike. Handsomeâ my God, he was so handsome! âsmart, funny, charismatic, he could make you feel special merely by casting his ice-blue eyes in your direction.
Frankie cast his eyes in Sofiaâs direction a lot. But not in the same, frightening, predatory way that the other boys did. Frankieâs attentions were nobler, gentler somehow, and infinitely more precious than the othersâ testosterone-fueled advances. Sofia was flattered but frustrated. She longed for him to touch her, but he never made a move.
She had begun to despair that he ever would. And then one day a miracle happened. They were reading the book together in the rec room, as they so often did. Frankie loved the book almost as much as Sofia. Hethought Miriamâs story was wonderfully romantic and questioned Sofia endlessly about her family history and her long-lost twin, Ella.