locked it, before heading into the bathroom. She turned on the hot water, then began to pull off her clothes.
There were too many mirrors in the bathroomâshe always hated the unexpected views sheâd get of her less than perfect body, and she tried to avoid it, but it was close to impossible. She pulled the tank over her head, and then paused.
There was blood on her mouth. A smear of blood over her lips, and she realized heâd done it when heâd been trying to kiss her.
Now wonder heâd freaked out. David had a horror of bloodâwhenever he had some drawn for a medical test he fainted. The one time sheâd scraped her knuckles grating cheese heâd left the kitchen in a blind panic.
She grabbed some toilet paper and dabbed at her lip. Davidâs sensitivity was one of the things she loved about him.
But right now she was feeling more than a little annoyed. He was the one whoâd made her bleedâhe had no right running off like a scared little girl.
âFuck it,â she said out loud, savoring the forbidden word, and climbed into the shower. Tomorrow morning sheâd be solicitous and caring. Tomorrow her split lip would be almost healed and heâd come to her bed and finish what heâd started. For now, she was going to savor her solitude.
4
S ophie dumped her school books in her locker just as Kristen caught up with her. âHow was the guidance counselor?â
Sophie made a face. âShe asked me if I masturbated.â
âEww,â Kristen said. âI always thought she was a perv. Did you tell her you and I turned tricks every weekend down at the roadhouse?â
Sophie laughed. âIf Iâd thought of it, I would have. She wouldnât believe I wasnât having a full-blown meltdown, so I had to placate her with a few tears.â
âSpeaking of which, why arenât you having a full-blown meltdown? Your best friend was murdered six months ago, and now another girlâs been killed, and you seem to be taking it in stride. Donât you care? Iâd be having hysterics.â
Sophie looked at her. âI thought you knew me better than that. I donât have hysterics.â She shovedher locker shut, hoisting her backpack over her shoulder. âThereâs nothing I can do about it. It creeps me out that someone was murdered, it reminds me of Tessa. But that happened in San Franciscoâthereâs no connection. Iâm mostly worried about my mom freaking out. She goes into full protect mode and sheâs just as likely to throw me in a car and start driving without thinking it through.â
âWouldnât that be a good thing? I thought you didnât like it here.â
âI like it here well enough,â she said with a shrug. âAnd my momâs really happy. Sheâs so in love with David that sheâs not thinking clearly. She worships the ground he walks on.â
âThat doesnât sound like your mother,â Kristen said doubtfully.
âShe does it in her own way,â Sophie muttered. âAt least she doesnât hang on him. But thereâs no other reason she would have just thrown everything away and married him. We had a wonderful life when we were traveling. I thought she loved it as much as I did.â
âMaybe she was ready to settle down.â
âI guess. But why did she have to pick David?â She couldnât keep the dislike out of her voice.
âI still donât understand why he bothers you so much. Iâve always thought he was pretty cute. Areyou sure youâre not doing that jealous thing? Most daughters donât want to see their mothers remarried. They donât want to share.â
âShe was never married in the first place. And Iâd be happy to share her. Just not with David Middleton,â Sophie said firmly.
âAnd you donât have any solid reason why you donât like him?â
âNope. But as long as