on his shoulder. Parker lowered his head. Another tap, hard enough to hurt. Parker still didnât look around but pressed down on his wrist. Emma answered immediately.
So youâre not going to look at me? she asked.
No.
Do you want to talk?
No.
Do you hate me?
Parker didnât answer.
You do. You hate me. I was just trying to help.
I didnât need your help.
Does it hurt?
Yes.
Iâm really sorry, Parker. Please donât be angry.
Parker didnât respond and was about to turn off Effie, when he heard the quiet sobs next him. He sighed and turned around to face his sister. Normally, they switched to signing when they faced each other in public, but the bus was moving now and the high-backed seats hid them both from view. He kept Effie on.
Stop crying.
I was just trying to help, said Emma. There were tears rolling down her cheeks. She looked so desperate and sorry that Parker couldnât help but soften.
I know. But you shouldnât have done that. I look like an idiot now.
Emma read his words on her glasses and her forehead wrinkled in confusion.
Why?
Parker shook his head in exasperation. Because it looks like I need my little sister to fight for me. And I donât.
But you donât know karate. Iâve been watching videos.
Parker rolled his eyes. Pulling someoneâs hair is not karate, Emma.
But I did hit him. It was a good, right? You have to admit that.
Thatâs not the point, Emma! Youâre my sister. And youâre younger than me. And youâre not me . It looks like I canât sort out my own problems.
Oh. Iâm sorry, said Emma. She wiped her cheeks with the back of her hand. I think I scared him though.
Parker looked at his sister, with her blond bob, neon blue-and-pink jacket, and yellow jeans, and wondered if it was possible to look less intimidating.
I know you were just trying to help but, honestly, this is for me to sort out. And you could have been expelled for thatâyou shouldnât have hit him.
As he said this it occurred to Parker that he was being slightly hypocritical, but he decided there was no need to mention that he had considered doing the same.
I just donât understand why he was being so mean to you.
Parker sighed. Heâs an idiot, okay. Iâm fine and thereâs nothing you can do. Then something occurred to him. Except donât tell Dad what happened.
Emma raised an eyebrowâa neat little trick that Parker, to his frustration, hadnât been able to master. Heâs going to find out anyway. You skipped class. And youâve got a black eye.
I do? asked Parker. He put his hand up to his face and felt the swelling. Well, maybe heâll find out, but he doesnât need to know what started it. Donât say anything about the cafeteria, and Iâll think of something to explain the black eye. Okay?
Emma didnât say anything, but Parker could tell by the way her lips were pursed that she wasnât convinced. He tried again.
Look, Emma, donât you think Dad has enough to worry about? It was one of those things, and Iâm fine. Heâs stressed with his new job, and I donât want him to have to worry about me, too.
Emma bit her lip. I hadnât thought of that. . . . Okay, I wonât tell him.
Promise?
I promise.
Thank you, said Parker, turning to the window.
But if it happens again, Iâm going to tell him. I donât care what you say.
Parker shrugged. Fine. He switched off Effie. Heâd deal with that matter if, or when, the time came.
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Back at their house, Parker went straight to his room while Emma stayed downstairs watching television. By the time their father came home, two hours later than planned, Parker had taken a shower and changed into clean clothes. He felt better. Best of all, his father didnât seem to know anything about what had happened at school that day. If he had, Parker