for work. He was sitting in the kitchen with his hands wrapped around a mug of coffee, staring at the refrigerator.
âDad, you okay?â
âNo.â
âWhat is it?â
âI lost the job.â
Iâd never seen him look so down.
âThey were a little slow getting around to that background check. The criminal record thing.â
âBut you never committed any crimes.â
He scratched his unshaved jaw and put his hands in the air. âWhen I was twenty-one, I got into a fight with this older man, Harve Boyle. Heâd been beating his cat with a stick. I made him stop, and the cat ran off. Then he took a punch at me. I fought back. Not much came of it, except that he called me all kinds of names and we got a couple of swipes in at each other.
âBut later, the police came, and I was charged with assault. I had to go to court. Harve told the judge that I had threatened him and tried to injure him. His wife claimed to have seen the whole thing.â
âBut thatâs not fair.â
âWho ever said life was fair?â
âYou did. And so did Mom, thatâs who.â
He nodded. âYeah. I forgot. I guess we wanted life to be fair. Anyway, I was foundguilty, but the judge knew that Harve had a reputation as a nasty character. So I just got a slap on the wrist.â
âAnd a criminal record?â
âBingo.â
âCanât you explain that to them at the police station?â
âI have an appeal in, but it doesnât look good.â
âNow what?â I asked.
âI donât know,â my father said, looking totally defeated. âI just donât know.â
I heard him on the phone that night. It was the first time he had called her. He was in his bedroom with the door closed, so I guess he didnât want me to hear. They talked for a really long time.
I was trying to study for a history test, but I was getting all those nineteenth-century wars mixed up. I couldnât figure out who was fighting who over what. Iâd read a page and then not remember a single thing. All I could tell you is that theWar of 1812 probably took place in 1812.
Iâd read about at least a dozen wars before the phone call was over. Then there was a tap at my door. My dad walked in.
âIâve been talking to your mother,â he said in a low voice.
âHow is she?â
âSheâs good.â
âYou told her you lost the job?â
âYep.â
âHow did that go?â
âShe said that she feels bad about that. Then she said she still loves me. And you too.â
âI knew that,â I said. âOn both counts.â
âAnd so we talked.â He was stalling. The room was deathly silent.
I closed my history book. âYeah?â
âWell, your mother and I think it might be best if we move out there to join her.â
I had not seen that coming. âYou want us to move out west?â
âFor now, yes. She says Iâll have no problem getting a job. Maybe even trainin the same course sheâs taking. Sheâll be finished in a couple of weeks and working. Iâll go to that school, work a little on the side, and pretty soon, weâll both have good jobs. Weâll be able to buy a nice house.â
âWhere?â
âWherever,â he said, looking at the floor.
I almost blurted it out.
No way. I refuse to move
. But I didnât. I knew what my father was going through, and Iâd cut him a tiny bit of slack for now.
âBut Iâm happy here now. Things are looking good,â I said.
âI know. Youâve got a girlfriend.â
âAnd Iâm starting to feel like I belong here.â
âI know that too. Just think about it for now, okay?â And he left.
I wanted to scream. The walls were closing in. I had to get out of there. I put on my jacket and shoes, grabbed my board and went outside.
It was dark, chilly and damp. Thestreets