corner to say goodbye.
âThat was great of your momâs boyfriend to organize the workshop,â Olive enthuses.
âWhatever,â I say. âHe just wants me on his side. Heâs buying me off so he can have my mom.â
âWhen my parents and I moved into the neighborhood, you baked us a blackberry crumble,â Olive says. âWere you just trying to buy us?â
âI was being friendly. You know that. Neighborly.â
â So may be Robertâs being neighborly.â
âYeah, well, I donât want him in the neighborhood.â
âLiza Maybird, it sounds like youâre the one with the problem. Not him.â
I feel myself turn red. I want to hide. I want to scream and say it isnât true.
âYou sure are good at fixing your bike,â Olive says then, raising her eyebrows thoughtfully. And I know what sheâs trying to say. Sheâs saying that she sees the real me, whether Iâm being smart, like when Iâm fixing my bike, or whether Iâm being stupid.
At supper, Mom drops a little bomb. âThis Christmas, Iâd like Robert to come to the Great Bear Rainforest with us.â She watches us nervously.
I feel like my breath has been sucked out of me. I want to leave the room.
âYippee!â the boys start screaming. But when they see my face, they quiet down.
âWe all know that Liza isnât fond of Robert, so this isnât exciting news for her,â Mom says gently.
âItâs lousy news,â I yell, bursting into tears. âThe worst!â I run from the room.
Minutes later, Leland visits me. Iâm facedown on my bed, sobbing. âCake for âIza?â Leland asks, holding out a plate of chocolate cake. He calls me âIza as a pet name. Itâs how he said my name when he was a baby.
âThanks, Lee-Lee, Iâm not hungry.â
Silas comes in with a mug of mint tea. âThanks,â I say, sitting up. âYou really like that guy, eh?â I ask them.
âYeah, heâs fun. Not as fun as Dad,â Silas says. âBut Dadâs far away.â
âThe teaâs good. Thanks,â I say.
âI put extra honey in it for you,â Silas says.
Mom finally comes in and sits on the edge of my bed. âSweetie, tell me what youâre feeling.â
âMad,â I blubber. âHeâs always in our lives now. Here for supper, at the boysâ soccer games, at parties. Whenever you get a free moment, youâre on the phone with him, or getting your hair done for him. I never see you, just you , anymore. Itâs never just us . He comes first, and we just get pushed aside for him. You drive up to his house, and I get in the backseat! It sucks!â
I donât think. I just talk. And Mom doesnât argue. She doesnât interrupt to say it isnât that bad or that Iâm just tired. Sheâs really listening. Finally Iâm talked out, and Momâs sitting there, crying a little and nodding. The boys are spellbound.
At last, Mom speaks. âLiza, I am so proud of you for telling me how you feel. I understand. And Iâm sorry. I was so excited about meeting someone who makes me laugh and feel good, that I jumped in quickly. And left you guys on the shore sometimes.
âHow about this: how about Robert just comes up to Great Bear for two nights. Weâre there for a whole week. Would that be acceptable?â
âIâd rather not see him at all,â I pout.
âOkay, then, three nights,â Mom says, cracking a smile.
âTwo!â I laugh. âI can handle him for two.â
Silas and Leland start whooping then and jumping on my bed. After a bit, Mom and I join inâuntil the bed makes an evil-sounding crack. We freeze and then fall into a giggling heap.
For Immediate Release Friday, December 10, 2010
Attn. Media: Keep Our Coast Tanker-Free
(Victoria, BC)
GRRR! is at it again. On Friday at Arbutus Beach,