that. Yet she trusted he wouldnât have any reason to keep her body, so sheâd let him do it once before, the first time we âmetâ after his death. To allow it again . . . ?
Something was wrong.
âWhatâsâ?â I began.
âSit, Savannah. Please.â
I did.
âYour mother wanted to be here,â he said. âBut the Fates have sent her on a mission, and if sheâd made a stop to see Jaime, theyâd know it was to speak to you.â
Figures. The Fates were always sending my mother on errands. That was the bargain sheâd made to return Paige and Lucas from the afterlife. Donât even ask how they ended up thereâlong storyâbut to get them returned, Mom agreed to do a favor for the Fates, which somehow turned into years of favors, proving that when it comes to dealing with otherworldly entities, itâs not just the demons you have to watch.
âI need to talk to her,â I said. âOr to the Fates. Can you arrange that?â
âI could,â he said. âBut . . . I know what happened last night, Savannah. With your powers. Thatâs why Iâm here.â
My hands trembled with relief. âGood. Thank you. It was a mistake. I wanted to fix the mess I made, but I didnât seriously mean Iâd give up my powers. I didnât even say it out loud.â
âSomeone took advantage of you, sweetheart. A bargain requires a spoken or written binding agreement, not just a thought or a wish.â
I managed a smile. âNext time, Iâll call you. Youâre the expert in demon deals.â
He chuckled. âTrue, but in general, my advice would be simply not to make them. In this case, though, you clearly were not making a bargain. We have no idea how such a thing could be accomplished. Thatâs what the Fates have your mother investigating.â
âThe Fates? But theyâre the ones who did this.â My heart battered my ribs. âArenât they?â
âThe Fates can be as devious and underhanded as any demon. But they arenât responsible for this, and they have no idea who is.â
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I was screwed.
My father assured me that my mother was on the case, and so was he and this would all be resolved. Of course theyâd say that. Of course theyâd mean that. But if the Fates didnât know whoâd zapped my powers, I was screwed.
Even if my parents found the demon responsible, I couldnât negotiate with it the way I could with the Fates. Iâd have to reverse the whole deal, give up what Iâd gotten in exchange for my powers.
That didnât matter to my father. Yes, he agreed it was terribly tragic for this little girl and her grandmother, but Lucas could help with the court case and Paige could make sure Kayla had a good foster home until it was resolved. What was important here was me. My mother felt the same way. Both my parents were fiercely loyal to friends and family. The rest of the world? Not their concern. It was a view Iâd thought I shared until, given the choice between saving myself and putting Leah back in hell, Iâd chosen to spare her future victims.
My father mentioned that, too. Nothing overt, just a reference to âthat business in the warehouse,â telling me it was very brave, and under no circumstances was I ever to do it again. Pretty much the same message Mom had passed on. Terribly noble, but thereâd be no more of that, thank you very much.
As for my situation, I let my father assure me it would be resolved. I let him advise me to lie low in the meantime. I let him ask Adam to take care of me while I was vulnerable. I discussed it all very calmly and maturely, and I did the same with Jaime when she returned.
After that I said I needed a few minutes alone, and left the theater. Then I lost it. Started shaking uncontrollably, panic choking me until I gasped for breath. I vented my rage and frustration on the nearest