silently. You wanted a sympathetic ear, and now youâre trying to bite it off. âYou say heâs dropping the charges?â he asked in a more reasonable tone.
She regarded him uncertainly, her hand on the knob. âThatâs what he said.â
âVery kind of him.â Moved by an obscure feeling, Perez forced himself to a more dignified sitting position, sliding back so that he could lean against the wall. âIâm sorry I blew up a minute ago. Iâve never been wild about pain.â He waved to the desk chair. âPlease sit down?â
She hesitated only a second before stepping to the chair and sinking a bit tentatively into it. âSo ⦠what is it you donât like about this place?â
He snorted. âThe list would fill a disk,â he said. âAs far as Iâm concerned it would have made more sense to colonize the South Sahara. Iâve never understood why the UN wanted to pour so much money and effort into Astra in the first place.â
âIf you felt like that, why did you sign up?â
â I volunteered because many of my people were coming. Many of them, on the other hand, didnât truly volunteer.â
Her eyes widened momentarily, then settled into cool disbelief. âYou have any proof of this?â
He shook his head. âNothing that would be seen as such. And donât misunderstand me: Iâm not saying they were kidnapped and loaded aboard trucks for the training center. The pressure was much more subtle than thatâportrayal of Astra as a new beginning, the land of opportunity and freedom that the U.S. had turned out not to be, plus the implication that life would be getting harder if not enough of us volunteered. We were painted a rosy pictureâcan you blame us for being unhappy with the housing and working conditions weâve been put into here?â
âThis is a brand-new world. Did you expect to find hotels and theaters waiting for you?â
âI expected exactly what is hereâa continuation of the social injustices I was already tired of.â
âEverybodyâs had to make sacrificesââ
âBut some arenât making nearly as many as others,â he shot back. âAre the scientists living three and four to a house? The soldiers? How many Anglos are going out in the fields tomorrow, planting crops by hand because the extra machinery is still packed into their crates?â
âAll right, then,â she said after a short silence. âAssume for the moment that youâre right. What do you suggest be done?â
âFor now, a sincere commitment to improve conditions in Ceres would probably be enough. Weâre not stupidâwe know you canât build new houses overnight. If you could get us another couple of hologames for the rec center, that would be a nice gesture.â Perez paused as a flicker of surprise crossed Carmenâs face. Probably expected some wildly impractical scheme for turning Ceres into Little Mexico, he thought. Well, enjoy it while you can, because here comes the bite. âAnd I think Major Dunlop has proved he has no real feeling for the people here. He should be transferred and someone else put in charge.â
Carmenâs pleased/surprised expression vanished. âOh, you think that, do you?â she asked coolly. âDo you want to suggest a replacement while youâre at it?â
âNot necessarily. But why are you suddenly so hostile? I thought United States citizens had the right to choose their own leaders.â
âDonât play word games,â she snorted. âYou know perfectly well that you gave up certain rights when you volunteered for this trip.â
âPerhaps,â he shrugged, locking eyes with her. âBut having spent time in the Army myself, I can tell you that people grow tired of military rule very quickly. I think that Colonel Meredith would be wise to consider what heâll
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