Stones in the Road by Nick Wilgus Read Free Book Online

knowing what sort of people you’re getting along with. Am I wrong?”
    “On the other hand,” I suggested, “maybe we could cut through the bullcrap and figure out what you’re mad about.”
    “I’m not mad at all,” she insisted. “I’m simply straightforward and I say what’s on my mind.”
    “I know mad when I see it,” I said. “And you’re mad. I don’t know that I’ve done anything to make you mad, but I know I’m certainly willing to try.”
    “How am I supposed to feel, Willis—”
    “My name is not Willis!”
    “ — when my only son gives up a promising career in Boston so he can disappear into the butthole of the universe to live with a former drug addict whose child is deaf and retarded? Should I be proud? Is that it?”
    “My son is not retarded ,” I said, a flush of anger sweeping through me.
    “He certainly talks like he is,” she snapped. “ Ai of ewe ! Deaf, dumb—they all ride the short bus, don’t they? Does he even know what he’s saying?”
    “Jesus!” I muttered.
    “Mom, just stop it,” Jackson said, interceding. “I thought you wanted to work some of this stuff out.”
    “Now that I see you, I’m not sure there’s anything left to work out. You seem to have made your choice.”
    There was a long, tense silence.
    Jackson offered me an apologetic look.
    “I think I’ll go to bed,” I said, “and let y’all catch up on the good old days. Jack, if she starts spitting pea soup, you know where the holy

10) Not in the mood
     
    J ACKSON L EDBETTER was on the floor doing nude push-ups when I woke the follow morning. There are worse things to wake up to on a Thursday, his mother and father springing immediately to mind. He went about his push-ups with deadly earnest. A gym monkey who reserved most of his exertions for the treadmill or the pool, he had enticed Noah and I to join him on some of his morning runs. When he added more exercise on top of his usual routine, like these push-ups, I knew he was struggling with his inner demons.
    I watched for about two minutes, increasingly horny for him, but he paid no attention to me. When I sat up in bed, he righted himself and looked in my direction.
    “You forgot to mention your folks are possessed by Satan,” I said, my eyes raking over his body with obvious desire. “But what’s a little psychosis among friends?”
    “Don’t start.”
    “Preparing the way for the Antichrist, are they?”
    “Wiley….”
    “Making the world safe for ax murderers and rape gangs?”
    “Wiley….”
    “There’s nothing wrong with them that can’t be fixed with a chain saw and a bathtub full of hydrochloric acid. Just ask my Uncle Jerry. Ooops. Sorry. You can’t!”
    “Very funny.”
    “A shotgun would be faster, but it makes a hell of a mess.”
    “Ha, ha, ha.”
    “Come here,” I ordered.
    Obediently, he padded across the carpet and stood before me. I put my hands on his hips. “Wanna fool around?”
    “I’m not in the mood.”
    “Now that’s why you don’t get invited to the really cool parties.”
    “Leave me alone.”
    “They will only be here a month,” I said, neglecting to mention that those thirty-one days stretched out like a small eternity that could only end in bloodshed. This was, after all, the South, and it don’t take too much Yankee nonsense to start a war.
    “They’re not usually this bad,” he replied. “I don’t know what’s gotten into my mom. She can be very mean when she wants to be, but she’s never talked to any of my friends the way she talked to you. What she said about Noah….”
    “Forget it,” I said.
    “Reminds me of the times when I’d bring a puppy home or something. She’d get so mad and say so many bad things, trying to get me to give the puppy away, but after a while she would get so attached, and she’d act like she never said any of those things.”
    “I ain’t worried about it,” I said.
    “I’m sorry about what she said about Noah. Actually, I think she