always so sad when a patient dies. On the other hand, she is happy when someoneâs life is saved. Maybe I just want to bum around the world with my backpack and my bad attitude.
I almost forgot. While I was sick, Barry brought me a box of dinosaur-shaped cookies his biggest little sisters had baked for me. They even frosted them and stuck chocolate chips in the frosting for eyes. Those cookies really pleased me. They also made me wish I had a sister or two of my own.
January 10
Today the weather was good for a change. Although I still feel weak, I have recovered from whatever it was I had. I left Strider at home with Mom, who was studying, and walked, not ran, to school on Jell-O knees and heavy feet. Barry caught up with me. âHow come you didnât bring Strider to my house?â he asked.
âThe hill was too steep, and I didnât feel that great.â
Barry accepted this explanation, which was mostly true. I didnât feel this was the moment to remind Barry he was behind in his dog support payments.
At school, wearing my best attitude, I turned in all my makeup work. My teachers said they were glad to see me back. In English, we worked on an exercise in hyphenated words,which did not take long. Bored, I looked out the window at the pine trees across the playing field, but action on the field caught my attention. A girlsâ P.E. class was playing volleyball.
One girl, however, was not. Geneva was running hurdles alone. I watched her kneel in an imaginary starting block, take off at the imaginary sound of a starterâs gun, and, with an arm and a leg extended, clear the first hurdle, break stride, and knock over the second hurdle. That did not stop her. She ran on, knocking over all but that first hurdle. Then she set them up again and started over. Her hair streamed behind her, and her legs, which I hadnât noticed before, were long and slender. I guess itâs sexist to say so, but they are pretty.
I felt old Wounded-hair looking at me, so I pretended to be working. Sometimes I gazed out the window as if I were thinking, when I was really watching Geneva. She knocked down hurdles, set them up, and started over. I had to admire her. She didnât give up.
Watching Geneva, I began to feel better. I longed to be out running with Strider in the cool, washed air that smelled of pine trees, to stretch my legs and extend my stride.
Then old Wounded-hair spoiled my thought by saying, âPerhaps Leighâs next composition should be about the girlsâ P.E. class, since he finds it so interesting.â My attitude toward myEnglish teacher has gone from bad to worse to worst.
I couldnât help wondering if Geneva had scraped her knees on the hurdles as they fell.
January 12
Barry and I quarreled. I feel terrible.
The quarrel was my fault. When Barry didnât say anything more about Strider, I didnât return him to the Brinkerhoffsâ house yesterday on the way to school. I felt so guilty I avoided Barry. I knew it was wrong, but I love Strider so much I made up dumb excuses to myself about how Barry didnât need a dog because he had a full-time father and a bunch of little sisters to keep him company.
Then Barry and I bumped into each other in the breezeway between classes. âHow come you donât come by my house on the way to school?â he asked, leaving Strider out of it.
âI guess Iâm short of timeâ was the only excuse I could think of.
Barry scowled. âYou almost make me late waiting for you.â
âSo donât wait.â I knew I shouldnât talk that way, but I felt so guilty I couldnât help myself.
Today we met accidentally on the way to school. Barry didnât look exactly friendly. âHow come youâre keeping Strider?â he asked.
I wished I had a real excuse. âI didnât think youâd care. You didnât pay much attention to him during football season. Besides, he likes it at