together. Iâm not that good, not enough to compete, for sure, but maybe someday.
At first I was just a twelve-year-old kid and Derek was just my b-boy coach, but then we became friends. Derek has since stopped focusing on dance and he has his own personal training business. He trains me and we talk, every day.
I hadnât focused on b-boy since that first year with Derek, but when I started seeing Bonnie Lee I got the idea to surprise her at her eighteenth birthday party.
Me and Derek worked on it in secret.
When she dumped me I almost spilled it.
Can you imagine: âBut I can be fun. Iâm gonna breakdance at your birthday party!â
TMZ would have had a field day.
Some kind of slow song comes on and a short but very pretty brunette tries to lock me in, but I back away.
âGotta hydrate,â I tell her with a wink.
Fake smile, fake wink. Itâs easier to dodge girls when you act like a jerk. So I do it sometimes.
Back at the table, Rich and Tamara are talking about the next dayâs shoot.
Rich starts applauding as I walk up.
âNow that is what an ambassador does! He gets the crowd moving!â
âThank you.â I laugh. I down a bottle of water. âI actually like to dance.â
My mom keeps pressuring me to go on Dancing with the Stars.
But I donât knowâthat seems like a last resort.
I havenât given up hope on film.
âTom, you are one intriguing fellow,â Rich says. âYou should be the new âmost interesting man in the world.â The teenage version.â
âThatâs not a bad idea,â Tamara says. âIâm going to text Molly.â
âItâs what I do, people,â Rich says, twisting the ends of his mustache with a flourish.
Rich really is some kind of a publicity genius. His age is a secret, but he canât be more than twenty-two or twenty-three. Heâs known for big ideas and apparently only takes on one client a year. This year itâs Solu.
I signal for more water.
âWow. You are really sweating,â Tamara observes.
Iâve soaked through my tux shirt. Even the bow tie hanging round my neck is drenched.
âYeah,â I say. âWhen youâre in shape, you sweat a lot. Thatâs what my trainer says.â
âYou have some serious moves,â Rich tells me.
I do a little pop and lock. I grin.
âI can really work with this. I got some good shots,â Rich says, showing me his phone.
Then it happensâthe new single from Daft Punk blares out, blasting over the end of the slow song.
Itâs the song my routine is set to! And Iâm feeling good. Endorphins, probably.
âYou want some video?â I ask, giving Rich a crooked grin. âSomething worth posting?â
âHells yes, I do,â he sings.
I toss back the rest of my water and throw the bottle on the ground.
I step out onto the dance floor, Rich close on my heels.
âShoot it! Shoot it, yâall!â Rich calls out, recruiting others to take video.
On the floor, I dart back and forth, clearing a little space, top-rocking. Three bounds and I drop. Lots of handwork, a set of swipes, then windmills, working into my power moves, then I pop up onto my elbow.
Derek would be proud. Iâll have to send him the footage.
I circle up on the tip of my elbowâI stole this move from him, with his blessing.
Everyone is screaming for me, hollering with surprise. Egging me on.
Rich is taping. I see him at the edge of the crowd.
I roll up into some footwork, now, a little break.
Then I knee-drop into some CCs. Up for some flares.
I feel good. I feel alive.
I wonder, for a second, if Sabbiâs arrived yet.
I do a swipe to launch myself up onto my feet.
OnlyâSHOOTâthe floorâs too wet. My own darn sweat. I slip.
I fly forward, my feet coming out from under me, and I slam into a girl.
We go down.
THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU LOSE CONTROL, Iâm shouting
M. R. James, Darryl Jones