her donuts or pastries. That weddings and baby showers were prettier with her cakes and that birthdays came in all colors and shapes.
She pointed to the small bistro tables by the window. The bakery had more of a walk-in clientele, but they did have a few chairs for the odd tourist who wanted to eat in.
âWhat would you like? I have cupcakes, but theyâre a day old.â
âI can make that work,â Madeline said with a grin. âAnything day old from you is better than fresh anywhere else.â
Shelby laughed. âI donât care if youâre just saying that to be a good friend. Iâm going to accept the compliment and hold it close to my heart.â
âAs you should.â
Shelby went into the back and pulled out several large plastic bins, where the pastries that hadnât sold were stored. After selecting an assortment, she piled them onto a plate before starting the small coffeemaker the employees used. She collected mugs and napkins, then took everything to the front of the bakery.
Light spilled in through the big window. Despite the chill in the air, the day promised to be sunny. The mountains to the east reminded her of Coloradoâwhere she and her brother had grown up. Those had been fun, happy times, she reminded herself. More good than bad, at least when sheâd been younger. Eventually the bad would fade and she would be left with only positive recollections.
She sat across from Madeline and studied her friend. Madelineâs eyes were bright with love and contentment and her skin practically glowed.
âBeing in love agrees with you,â Shelby told her.
âI feel amazing. Like Iâve been waiting for Jonny all my life. When Iâm with him, I can barely breathe and when Iâm away from him, I canât wait to see him again.â
âYoung love,â Shelby said with a sigh. âI remember it well.â
Madeline laughed. âOh, please. Youâre twenty-eight, which means you donât get to mock young love.â
âI wasnât mocking. I was expressing gentle envy. Iâm happy for you and Iâd like a little of that myself.â She paused, then leaned forward and lowered her voice. âNot with Jonny, of course.â
âI knew that.â
Shelby stood. âLet me go pour the coffee, then weâll eat sugary carbs until we canât move.â
âSounds like a plan.â Madeline followed her into the back. âYou doing okay?â
The question sounded casual enough, but Shelby sensed the concern. Her friend had found her crying the Sunday after Christmas. Sheâd been phoning and texting regularly ever since.
âIâm fine. Better. I was just missing my mom.â
Shelby poured them both large mugs of coffee. Madeline added creamer to hers, then they walked back to the small table by the window.
âThe holidays are hard,â Shelby admitted. âI always miss her, but itâs worse this time of year.â
âItâs your second year without her, isnât it?â
âUh-huh.â
Last year had been worse. Sheâd been in a new place, on her own. Kipling had still been in rehab after his skiing accident. Sheâd flown down to spend Christmas with him, then had returned to Foolâs Gold and her job. But through the entire holiday season, sheâd been acutely aware of the fact that except for her brother, she had no one in the world. Something she wanted to change.
Madelineâs blue eyes turned knowing. âSo last Christmas you were dealing with a fresh loss, while this year, youâre more settled. But Kiplingâs married now, with a baby on the way, so everything is still different.â
âPossibly.â
âIâll take that as a yes. How can I help?â
âYou already are helping by being my friend.â
Madeline grinned. âBut thatâs so easy.â
âIâm glad to hear that.â Shelby picked up