Sweeter With You by Susan Mallery Read Free Book Online Page B

a peanut butter cookie. Even a couple of days old, they were still soft and sweet, with the perfect hint of crispness. The bite she took practically melted on her tongue.
    â€œSo,” Madeline said as she leaned forward. “Have you decided? Are you going to go for it?”
    Shelby thought about the alternative. Always making a bad decision for the very best of reasons. She wanted more. Of course, feeling safe was important, but she’d meant what she said before—she wanted what her friend had. A wonderful man to love who would love her in return. But to find that, to even start looking, she had to get over her fears.
    Baby steps, she reminded herself. First a man as a friend, then a man as a significant other.
    Shelby drew in a breath. “I’m going to do it,” she said firmly.
    Madeline’s brows rose. “Seriously? Good for you. Have you picked the guy?”
    â€œAidan Mitchell.”
    Her friend’s brows went up another half inch as Madeline’s mouth fell open. “Aidan?”
    Shelby nodded. “Did you hear what happened last night?”
    â€œWith Aidan? No. What?”
    Shelby filled her in on the incident at The Man Cave. She’d heard a couple of different versions before getting confirmation from Aidan himself. She spared no detail of the poor woman’s distress and Aidan’s hungover self-loathing.
    â€œSo why is what happened a good thing?” Madeline asked, sounding doubtful.
    â€œBecause he feels awful about the whole situation. He’s disappointed in himself and he says he wants to change.”
    For her plan to work, she was going to need cooperation. “When you think about it, he’s kind of in the same position I am. We both want to be better people than we are now.”
    â€œNo,” Madeline said, interrupting. “You want to deal with something bad that happened in your past. He wants to stop being icky when it comes to women. There’s a difference.”
    â€œAgreed, but we’re both still heading in the same direction. What do you think?”
    She wanted Madeline’s opinion for a lot of reasons. Not only because she trusted her friend, but Madeline had grown up in Fool’s Gold. She’d known Aidan all her life. If he had a dark or violent past, Madeline would tell her everything.
    Her friend reached for another cookie and took a bite before answering.
    â€œIf he’s serious about changing his ways, then he’s a good choice. He was always nice. You know, in a guy way.” Madeline’s mouth turned up. “What about sex?”
    Shelby rolled her eyes. “I’m not interested in sex. That part of me isn’t broken.”
    â€œWhat if he needs the incentive?”
    â€œI don’t think he will. Not after what happened last night. This isn’t about romance. It’s about something more important. Both of us healing. For me, it’s my heart. Or maybe my trust. I’m not sure how to explain it exactly. I just know that being friends, not lovers, is the answer.”
    â€œGood luck getting him to go for that.”
    â€œHe says he wants to be a better man,” Shelby said, not sure if she was convincing the other woman or herself. “If he is, then this is one way for that to happen.” She bit her lower lip. She was taking a big step, but there didn’t seem to be another way. “So you think he’s an okay guy?”
    â€œI do.”
    â€œThen I’m going to ask him if he’s interested.”
    â€œOh, what I wouldn’t give to be a fly on the wall. You’ll tell me what happens?”
    â€œAbsolutely. I think he’s going to be fine with it. We’ll help each other and then move on with our lives.”
    â€œThe road to hell,” Madeline murmured.
    Aidan had used the same expression that morning, Shelby remembered. Intentions were practically resolutions. She had hers for the New Year. A plan to finally put her