Staley wanted to ask, but decided to leave well enough alone. She gave her surroundings a last look, then started up fiddling again, playing herself back into the green of summer where sheâd left her friends.
Robertâs pretty impressed when Staley just steps out of that invisible door, calm as you please. We heard the fiddling first. It sounded like it was coming from someplace on the far side of forever, but getting closer by the moment, and then there she was, standing barefoot in the grass, smiling at us. Robertâs even more impressed when she tells us about how she handled the devil.
After putting her fiddle away, she boils up some water on a Coleman stove and makes us up a pot of herbal tea. We take it out through the woods in porcelain mugs, heading up to the top of the field overlooking the county road. The carâs still there. The sunâs going down now, putting on quite a show, and the teaâs better than I thought it would be. Got mint in it, some kind of fruit.
âSo how do I stop this from happening again?â Staley asks.
âFigure out what your musicâs all about,â Robert tells her. âAnd take responsibility for it. Dig deep and find whatâs hiding behind the treesâyou know, in the shadows where you canât exactly see things, you can only sense themâand always pay attention. Itâs up to you what you let out into the light.â
âIs that what you do?â
Robert nodded. â âCourse itâs different for me, because weâre different people. My musicâs about enduring. Perseverance. Thatâs all the blues is ever about.â
âWhat about hope?â
Robert smiled. âWhat do you think keeps perseverance alive?â
âAmen,â I say.
After a moment, Staley smiles. We all clink our porcelain mugs together and drink a toast to that.
Wingless Angels
Christinaâs not particularly happy and I donât blame her. If it wasnât for me, we wouldnât be hiding behind this Dumpster in back of the Harbor Ritz, trying not to breathe while these freaks keep getting closer and closer to where weâre pressed up against the wall, pressed up so tight the bricks are leaving imprints on our skin. The sound of approaching footsteps is faint but distinct, hard leather brushing the concrete. I thought everybody did rubber-soled shoes these days, but what do I know?
Of course Christinaâs got to take some of the heat for thisâif it wasnât for her, we wouldnât have been out on the streets tonight, sticking our noses in where they donât belong. But Iâm the one who didnât take any of this seriously. Turns out my idea of how the world works is so off-base Iâve put a serious crimp into the question of our continued well-being. But, really. Lifeâs complicated enough without adding monsters to the equation. Or whatever these things are.
One thing I know, theyâre ugly as sin. I pulled a couple of stretches in county, back in my impressionable youth, and, trust me, I know ugly, but correctional services never locked up anything like this. They smell like a sewer, great hulking creatures that remind me of neither rodents nor reptiles so much as something in between. Greasy-haired, with long narrow faces. Eyes like slits, lit by some inner hunger. Muscles corded and bulging under the thin fabric of their cheap suits, yet they move as delicately as ballerinas, a murderous
bourrée
in perfect demi-pointe.
Thereâs five or six of themâI never stopped to take an exact head countâand theyâre strong. Scary strong. Earlier tonight, I saw one of them pull apart the iron railings of a fence the way you or I might tear cardboard, and I swear, from the way those long noses of theirs keep twitching, theyâre tracking us by smell.
âOh, man,â Christina breathes in my ear. âIf theyââ
I put a finger across her lips, but