Fingers of fire caress the wood. Magiciansâ fingers, coaxing it into flame. On top of the bonfire the Guyâs clothes shrivel in the heat. The warmth of the fire hugs me. I can feel its heat on my face, taste the smoke. It gets into my eyes and makes them water. I can smell it on my clothes.
I look round at Reggie and Granddad and Mrs Gilbey. Itâs funny, a while ago I was thinking things couldnât get any worse. That theyâd never get better. Shows how wrong you can be. Standing here is the best.
The bonfire collapses in on itself, spits and hisses at us like some angry dragon. Other people, attracted by the fire, begin to drift across. Granddad rakes over the white-hot diamonds of wood. They burst into flames as he touches them.
Iâm hungry now. I look at the jacket potatoes. Reggie fishes one out and gives it to me.
I break it. Let it cool. Steam folds into the air; smells great. My tummy waters. My mouth says âwait for meâ. The sweet white inside blisters into flavour on my tongue.
Granddad takes out a small piece of newspaper, twisted into a spiral, filled with salt. He offers it around. This is great. Being here in the cold and dark, crunching into our potatoes. The only thing missing is the fireworks. But at least weâve got our bonfire, and you have to be grateful for what youâve got, Mum says. Thatâs only common sense, because you canât be grateful for what you havenât got, can you?
I start thinking about how brilliant it would have been to have had our own fireworks. I imagine the noise and the colour and the sky alight with flaming stars . . .
A rocket splits the darkness. Explodes in the sky. Out of the blue. Out of the dark. Unexpected. It makes me jump. Another launches, so close I can feel it as it sears past me. It tears the darkness, shedding a silver spray, shredding a path upwards through the sky. Then another. Their paths dissect and cascade into a pattern of light and sound; beautiful music that patters down on our heads like singing rain.
I call out, âLook at that!â
Granddad sucks in his breath.
âWell I never.â
Mrs Gilbey sighs. âTheyâre beautiful!â
Itâs just what I imagined our fireworks would be like. The best! Only thing is, we donât have any. But theyâre coming from somewhere. Lots of them. The night explodes. Firework colours paint the night: red, blue, green, silver, gold. The sky fizzes; wriggles and writheswith a life of its own. Rockets whisper secrets upwards. Bangers crack like rifles. Mrs Gilbey looks up into the night.
âYou are a tease, Alice. I thought you said you didnât have any?â
âWe didnât . . . at least, I didnât think we did.â
âWell, itâs a lovely surprise.â
Firework follows firework. Tail-chasing, star-gazing, sky-blowing, mind-filling fireworks.
âBest Iâve ever seen. Theyâre wonderful!â Granddad yells. âWhere are they coming from?â
Good question. I look around to ask Reggie. Heâs gone. I peer into the darkness. I can just see him crouching by the light of the fire. I half expect him to be lighting the fireworks. Funny thing is he doesnât seem to be doing anything. I mean, heâs just staring into the sky too. Maybe he ran around lighting them all before, so that they went off one after another. Itâs the only explanation I can think of.
I go across. Just as I reach him, a Roman candle whooshes fireballs of colour. Fills the darkness with globes of fire. Itâs beautiful. Iâve never seen anything like it.
âBlimey, these are brilliant! Where dâyou get âem from?â
He looks at me. Heâs got this puzzled look on his face.
âI didnât. Theyâre k-kind of just here.â
âWhat dâyou mean, âkind of just hereâ?â
He shrugs. Reggieâs good at shrugging. He could give lessons in