We have discretion.
CATHY : Which, a new, nonprejudiced, impartial official must see, which so prolonged incarceration they must see as âcruel and unusual punishment.â
ANN (Simultaneous with âpunishmentâ) : The Courts have ruled . . .
CATHY : Much of it, of course, at the, the, the instigation of: The Andersons, of Mrs. Fiske, of the Policemanâs Union of . . .
ANN : And are they not entitled, to protest, to . . .
CATHY : Theyâre gone . Those who were affected. The Policemen, the . . . Theyâre gone .
ANN : Mrs. Anderson is not gone. Mrs. Fiske is not gone . . .
CATHY : . . . and a persistence, in my, contrary to all precedent . . .
ANN : Do you believe in Justice?
CATHY : . . . and the Courtâs refusal to hear. My latest appeals . . .
ANN : Do you deny the rights of the Andersons, or of the Police Union, to protest? . . .
CATHY : I beg your pardon. I . . .
ANN : No. You âprotestedâ didnât you? With violence . With . . .
CATHY : I . . .
ANN : And called it âprotestâ although it was crime . And the courts have ruled, you are involved in an âongoing criminal conspiracy.â Which crime has no Statute of Limitations, which . . .
CATHY : âAn ongoing . . .â
ANN : You communicated with your . . .
CATHY : . . . please
ANN : . . . criminal partner, a fugitive from just . . .
CATHY : And so youâve given me thirty-five years . For, for, essentially, refusing to . . .
ANN : You might have left after the initial, minimum . . .
CATHY : For refusing to inform . I have repented my crime. I have served that sentence four times in excess of that which you would have imposed on a âmereâ criminal. I am an Old Woman. I have done wrong. I have spoken my mind. My father is dying. Itâs time to let me go.
(The phone rings.)
ANN (Into the phone) : Yes. Yes. I know sheâs tired. Yes. I know. Iâm finishing here. And then Iâll come out. All right. Go ahead. (She hangs up)
CATHY : Mrs. Anderson.
ANN : Thatâs right.
CATHY : She stayed, as usual, to hear . . .
ANN : Yes.
CATHY : And what will she do? When you tell her.
ANN : When I tell her what?
CATHY : Of my release. I beg your pardon. You havenât informed me of your decision.
ANN : No, thatâs right.
CATHY : But youâve decided to release me.
ANN : Which you say because?
CATHY : Youâve changed my cell. For out-processing. (Pause) Iâve served my time. In Justice. As you know. You know that. (Pause) You say you would like to save me. And I thank you for the thought. Truly. As one who has found that which unites us. Which is the spirit of God. Which isthe soul. I am imperfect. I am headstrong. I am arrogant. I am endeavoring to cleanse myself. In accepting that solace offered to me. The Sacrifice of Christ.
ANN : Oh, please. Itâs a lie.
CATHY : Is it my Resurrection you doubt, or the Existence of God?
ANN : Do you think Iâve worked here all these years and have learned nothing.
CATHY : For, donât you see? The two are the same.
ANN : Itâs a ruse, Cathy.
CATHY : Is it impossible I have found God? We read that Sinners found God. Do you deny it, Ann? Itâs in the Bible. Do you think I donât know what you suffer? Itâs called âdoubt.â It is the bar on the gateway to Belief. Christ doubted Himself, Ann, in Gethsemane. He doubted God. Christ , Ann. How can you believe that which you disbelieve? The Prayer must come first , Ann. âLord Jesus, I have Sinned . . .â Is it not possible. If Christ rose from the dead, Ann, that he saved me? Even meâthat I was sent hereâto remind you. (Pause) Pray with me, Ann. âLord Jesus, I have Sinned . . .â
ANN : Do you think I havenât prayed? For you, for the others, for Myself?
CATHY : Have you?
ANN : Do you think. It was less apparent to me, than to you, that I should question the worth of my âworkâ here?
CATHY :