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Three nights after Theaâs brother left for the revolution in the Crystal City, she packed a bag to follow him.
She expected a fight when she confessed her plan. Instead her young mother closed her eyes, and opened them, and asked, âCan you bring him back?â They sat together at their outpostâs small kitchen table, and drank tea, and curled their wings close about themselves, though the late summer night was warm.
âI have to try,â she said, âbefore the end. It wonât be long now.â
Her mother rocked on her stool.
Earlier that day, wandering among the primitives theyâd come to this world to watchâscavenger lizards still struggling to master fire, a few thousand years behind scheduleâtheyâd seen battleships gather in the sky, and heard the rumble of the Angelus Guns returning to the Crystal City. Rainbow machines in their blood sang a war song to call the hosts of heaven home.
âYou could stay,â her young mother said. âLet him live with the choice heâs made. Our fighting days are done. We are scientists now. Scholars.â
âI could stay,â she said, meaning, but I will not.
âI canât lose you both.â
âYou wonât.â
âWhat if he does not want to leave? Will you fight to bring him home?â
Thea did not answer that question.
She packed light. No need for food. The rainbow machines would sustain her on the Crystal Cityâs radiance. She brought a cup, a book, and a pen.
She left before the twin sunrise. Mud stuck between the treads of her boots, and she trailed wet deep footprints across the plain. Long-necked and broad-winged lizards wheeled in the sky and sang their croaking songs. After thirty years of study Thea had almost learned to find them beautiful.
Her old mother caught her near the ravine. Thea heard no wing beats, no footsteps. She saw the lizards flee, though, and was not surprised when a great dark figure landed between her and the cliffâs edge.
Theaâs old mother was a statue of jet. Her pinions gleamed with blades.
âYou should not go.â
âI know,â Thea said. âFor some values of should .â
Her old mother laughed at that, a sound like mountain-sized wind chimes rung by a hurricane. âThe fleet has returned home. This rebellious spat will end in fire. The guns will sing, and soon.â
âIâll find him first.â
âI would go with you,â she said. âShe wonât let me. She says weâre both too old. Sheâs right.â
âIâm glad you came. I didnât want to leave without seeing you. You havenât wanted to talk about him, these last few days.â
âThis is hard,â her old mother said. âAnd I am lazy. As your mother would be the first to say.â
Theaâs old mother held out her hands, and the twin suns dimmed. Across her palms lay a sword. Fire gleamed from the four-foot blade. Fire was the blade: a novaâs fury, a fusion furnace confined by the magic of magnetic fields. The hilt alone did not burn. Jet, that, like her old motherâs flesh, and the grip wrapped in local lizard-skin. A personal weapon, honed and kept with care since long-gone days of active duty.
âI canât take this,â Thea said.
âYou can,â her old mother replied, âand will. I am not what I once was, but the fleet respects me nonetheless. My sword will bear you through the battle line. And it may keep you safe. Donât refuse me.â
Thea folded the sword small, and placed it in her bag with the cup and book and pen. She hugged her old mother, and felt the strength of her arms as she hugged back. Neither of them was strong enough to speak.
They parted. Thea walked to the ravineâs edge.
The twin suns cast shafts of light through the misty depths below.
Thea stepped off the edge. Her wings flared, and she flew.
The Crystal City shone in the space