and respectâno favorites and no scapegoats. She wouldnât teach on the islandâthey wouldnât hire her anyway, not Mary Bethany, the outsider. Sheâd pictured a classroom of maybe third-graders up where her father was from. Theyâd gone there once when she had been about seven. The potato fields were in bloom and she thought the wide openness of it all was beautiful Sheâd miss the ocean, but it would be a change. A good change.
His second attack was much worse than the first and heâd had to have an operation in Bangor. After that, there was no question of working. He sold his cows and most of the farm equipment, and leased the fields to the Harveys. He seemed to disappear right before Maryâs eyes, shrinking into his clothes until he hardly looked like a grown man. Heâd never had time to get interested in any hobbies and hadnât been a reader. He sat in the parlor and watched the television Martha had brought with her when sheâd come to see them after he was released from the hospital. âItâs cheaper thana nursing home,â sheâd told Mary, who had been surprised by the gift. Theyâd never had a television and her mother had always made disparaging remarks about the crop of antennae that sprouted from island roofs. âPut him in front of it in the morning and turn it off when you put him to bed at night,â Martha instructed.
It was a depressing notion, but Mary had found that Martha had been right and her father was content to sit and watch day in and day out. He even seemed to enjoy certain shows, occasionally shouting out answers when Wheel of Fortune was on.
Anne Bethanyâs schedule continued without the slightest variation. She rose before dawn, tended her chickens and the garden in season. She made meals her husband didnât eat. She was in bed and asleep at eight thirty. She wasnât interested in becoming a nurse and made it clear to Mary that taking care of her father was her jobâa job in exchange for room and board now that she was an adult.
Mary had had no choice, and wouldnât have abandoned her parents and the farm even if she had. Martha called once in a while, but after that one trip, kept her distance.
So, Mary had stayed. Maybe if she had been more outgoing, more self-confident like Martha, she would have fit into island life betterâor had the guts to leave, parents or no parents. The years went by and late one afternoon her father died quietly in front of the TV. Mary had gone in to offer him some broth. Vanna White was turning over Ts.
The farm had been paid off a few years before Mr. Bethanyâs illness, so Mary and her mother had had enough to get by, especially after Mary started running a small B and B during the summer months to pay the mounting shorefront taxes. Her mother had taken her fatherâs death as a personal affront and, after several years of intense anger, joined him, presumably to give him what for. That had been ten years ago.
Mary was alone. There was no lover past, present, or future. When she considered the complications love presentedâgleaned from her reading and from observing those around herâshe was usually glad to have been spared the bother. But it did mean she couldnât pass the baby off as hers.
Gradually, as the sky lightened, she had come up with a plan. Easy enough to say that Christopher was her grandnephew, that his mother couldnât take care of him. Although Martha hadnât been on the island since her motherâs funeral, it was well known that she had had ten children herself and that those ten had been equally fruitful and multiplied. Mary invented a rich tale of a young niece with three children already, abandoned by her good-for-nothing cheater of a husband, driving through the night to leave the baby after calling her aunt in desperation.
âCould you take him for a while? Just till I get my feet on the ground?â
Mary
Mary Smith, Rebecca Cartee