and Mary had had to keep their clothes clean for as long as Mary could remember. After Martha was gone, this was another thing she sometimes forgot too.
In the summer it didnât matter. Nothing mattered during the summerâthat glorious gift of total freedom. Mary swam in the ocean and rinsed the salt off in the warm fresh-water stream that ran beside the meadow marking the end of their property. They had a saltwater farm, right on the sea; but nature had decided to give thema bonusâthe wide stream and the well it fed provided them with a seemingly endless supply of pure, sweet water.
Martha had come home only once, two years after she left. Sheâd announced she was getting married to a Mr. Hutchins and theyâd be living near his people in New Hampshire. Before she left, she took Mary to Ellsworth and bought her a set of underpants with the names of the week on them, two skirts, a pair of jeans, several tops, and a beautiful white blouse with lace on the collar. Also new shoes, sneakers, and socks. Mary had been dazed by the sudden influx of garments and even more dazed by the information Martha imparted about a âfriend coming to visitâ each month one of these days, by and by. When the âfriendâ duly arrived, Mary had been profoundly grateful to bossy Martha and had thought of writing to her, but theyâd been sticking to cards at their birthdays and Christmas, so sheâd left it at that. Martha had also yelled at her the moment she saw her about those weekly baths, demanded she go scrub herself clean, and Mary had taken that to heart too. Vi and the others had no right to say Mary was dirty now.
She missed her sister. She missed her soft breathing in the other bed at night. The bed was still in the room, but empty and destined to stay so. Mary had heard her mother refer to Mary as a âmistakeâ often enough to know there wouldnât be another one to join her.
Martha would have known what to do about Vi, Patsy, and the other girls in Maryâs class. The island was a pretty small place and there werenât a whole lot of choices when it came to friends, especially since each grade didnât have many students. When Mary had been little, sheâd played with Doug Harvey, whose family owned the adjoining farm, but starting in first grade theyâd been teased so much about being boyfriend and girlfriend that they had barely spoken to each other for years.
When Martha left, Mary had begged her father to let her have one of the barn kittens as a house cat, but heâd been firm. They were farm animals same as the rest and their sole job was to keepthe rodent population down. When the feline numbers got too big, heâd take a litter, put them in a sack with some rocks, and throw them into the cove. Mary had watched and waited. The next time she saw him head in that direction with his cargo, sheâd followed, silently slipping through the pines. As soon as heâd disappeared back up the path, sheâd run straight into the freezing water, dove under, and grabbed at the burlap. She sputtered to shore and cut the string with the penknife sheâd brought. Miraculously, one of the tiny creatures was still alive and sheâd put it under her shirt for warmth and gone straight into the woods to her fortâa deep fissure between two granite ledges that sheâd roofed with blowdowns and pine boughs. She knew what to do and fed the kitten milk with an eyedropper. Later sheâd taken the drowsy ball of fluff up to her room and kept him there until he was weaned. Him. The kitten turned out to be a he and she named him Pip, because she had great expectations for him. Mary was glad Pip was a he and not a she. A she would have had kittens and then what would Mary have done? She wished she could have kept Pip in her room longer, but she didnât dareâalthough, since her parents slept off the kitchen, there was only a slim chance theyâd