way. Then the phone rang one afternoon.
âIsabel,â a voice chirped. âItâs Julie. Nicholas is wondering if youâre planning your annual cookie-baking day. Are you?â
Ever since Nicholas was able to toddle across my kitchen in the old neighborhood, weâd had tea together and baked cookies. This year, his younger brother Zachary was old enough to join the activities.
âOh Julie, I donât think . . .â I paused and mustered some false enthusiasm. âOf course Iâm going to bake with Nicholas. And send Zachary along, too. Itâll be great!â
I set the date and hung up the phone with a weight sitting in the bottom of my stomach like a wad of raw cookie dough. This was the last thing in the world I wantedâ two little boys racing all over my house, my kitchen and my life. Still, it would be nice to carry on an old tradition.
Down the block lived another child, a quiet little thing, sometimes peeking out at me from behind a large ash tree in her front yard. One day I saw her sitting idly on the curb and, recognizing a kindred spirit, joined her.
âHi. Iâm Isabel. I moved in over there,â I pointed, âand Iâm lonesome because I donât know anybody. Whatâs your name?â
âKelsey,â she answered. âI donât have anything to do.â
âHmm. Well, Iâve got just the thing,â I heard myself saying. âTomorrow my friends Nicholas and Zachary are coming to bake cookies. Would you like to come?â
Kelseyâs mother eagerly brought her over the next morning. Standing on my doorstep were three grinning kids and two parents. I told the grown-ups that it would take about three hours, but Iâd call when everybody was ready to go home.
And the four of us got started.
We measured.
We mixed.
We laughed when flour powdered our faces and hair.
The dough was over-rolled and over-handled, but it didnât seem to matter. Nor did anyone care when the cookie-cutter shapes were crooked or lopsided. And there were no tears shed over the burned sheet of Christmas trees that set off the smoke alarm. Instead, we discovered they made splendid Frisbees to bulls-eye the frozen birdbath out back.
Amid singing and conversations both long and short, I hauled out the frosting: red and green pastry tubes that oozed both top and bottom. After a minilesson in rosette making, the three little ones practiced squeezing the sugar concoction onto the countertop. Did you know that red and green icing turns mouth, teeth and tongue an awful purple? Even my own!
Tiny fingers pressed raisin eyes and red cinnamon buttons onto gingerbread fronts. The kids ate two for every one they used. Colored sugar sprinkled the table, the Santa cookies and the floor.
Secrets were whispered, little hurts mended and problems solved while we downed three refills of beyond-sugary sugarplum tea in real china cups.
Andâmiracle of miraclesâfrosted holiday cookies, divided by lacy paper doilies, were all neatly packed in white boxes decorated with âMerry-Christmas-I-love-youâ tags when the doorbell rang. Six hours later.
âI thought you came here to decorate cookies, not yourselves,â Kelseyâs mother teased. All three kids grinned back with purple teeth. I kept my own mouth closed.
âI miss you, Isabel.â Nicholas grabbed me around the waist before he left. âThe lady in your old house doesnât make us cookies or tea.â
âYeah,â chimed in Zachary.
âOne day,â I smiled, holding Nickâs rosy cheeks in both my hands, âyouâre going to grow up, and you wonât want to bake Christmas cookies anymore. And Iâll understand.â
âOh no, Isabel! I will never, never be too old for you. I love you.â
âI love you, too,â said Zachary.
âMe, too,â whispered Kelsey.
And suddenly they were stuck to me like Velcro.
Christmas came. I