he wanted Candace. But he didnât want to spook her and lose her. Nor could he rid himself of the wriggle of discomfort over his ruthless desire to seduce someone who worked for him. Heâd never been tempted to do anything like that before.
But then again heâd never experienced anything like this.
He wanted Jennieâs nanny.
And what was more, he was certain Candace desired him, too, despite her cool annoyance. The challenge lay in gettingher to admit her desireâespecially after all the lengths heâd gone to in order to convince her that he wasnât interested.
Yet Candace wanted to talk about him and Jennie, the last thing Nick wanted. He never talked about Jennieâabout his suspicions that she wasnât really his daughter.
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By the time Nick had gotten himself firmly back in control, Candace had already taken Jennie out of the rear car seat. Nick pressed the key fob to open the trunk, hoisted the stroller out and unfolded it.
He took Jennie from Candace and lowered her into the stroller. She let out a howl of protest and went rigid.
âHey,â he chided her, âstop that.â
The objection grew more vociferous.
Nick shot Candace a helpless glance. She was watching him through narrowed eyesâokay, so he was on his own. He transferred his attention back to Jennie; he wasnât about to let a baby defeat him.
âCome on, missy, be still. Let me buckle you in.â
Jennie let out a yell of objection. It was clear to Nickâand to anyone who cared to listenâthat she had no intention of submitting to being strapped into the stroller. Time to change tactics.
âAfter we show you the ducks Iâll take you up to the café. You can have a treatâan ice cream,â he said craftily.
Jennie greeted his bribe with the contempt it deserved and simply shrieked more loudly.
âYou little hellion,â he told her softly, his admiration growing in leaps and bounds.
The noise stopped abruptly. Eyeing him assessingly, Jennie cooed and blew a raspberry.
Nick couldnât help himselfâhe laughed, then leaned down and planted a kiss on her plump cheek. It was soft, like a peach. A wave of emotion rushed through him.
What did it matter if she wasnât his child? No one except he would ever know that Jilly had played him for a fool.
There was no point in maintaining the distance heâd been keeping from Jennie. She didnât deserve to suffer; after all, she was the only innocent party in the entire mess.
And if he wanted, she could be his. All his.
âYou are a hellion,â he said, impressed.
She gave him a gummy smile and capitulated, allowing him to put her into the stroller.
In that moment Nick felt his heart constrict and he fell irrevocably in love.
âYouâre also a wicked flirt,â he scolded Jennie as the clip for the restraining strap locked into place.
A movement out the corner of his eye had him lifting his head. Candace was watching them. The look in her eyes was full of yearning, but as she caught him studying her, shutters dropped into place.
It was possible that Candace was as ready as he to take their relationship to its inevitable conclusion. Yet Nick suspected that Candace would want more than simply sex. And while he could never tell her the true reason why heâd held Jennie at a distance, it might help to divulge the precarious position he was in with Valentineâs. It wouldnât be easy to share that knowledge; heâd always handled his problems by himself, in his own way. Heâd never been the kind of man who shared his concerns.
Maybe it was time to let a little of his tightly leashed control slip.
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The idea of letting his control slip became even more attractive as Nick followed Candace through the rose-covered archway and down the pathway to the landscaped parklands by the lake. He couldnât help but notice the pert curve of her bottom under the fitted,