on the road ahead. âI got there, didnât I?â
âHalfway through the deferred appointment, if thatâs what you mean.â
Heâd cursed the city traffic all the way. Now she couldnât even thank him for almost killing himself to get there. âThe baby is fine. The doctor couldnât find anything wrong.â
âBut what if she hadnât been?â
Her tone was full of suppressed anger and disappointment andâ¦some other emotion he couldnât name.
Why was this so important to her?
There was no point arguing. Yet a twinge of shame twisted deep within him. Nick nosed the car into a side lane andturned into the parking lot beyond. After bringing the Daimler to a halt he switched it off and changed the subject. âThis is one of my centers. Thereâs a café that overlooks a lake. Let me buy you a coffee.â
She wrapped her arms around her middle and turned her head away so he couldnât read those all-too-expressive eyes. âNick, I donât need you to buy me a coffee. I needed you to be there for Jennie.â
âMaybe Jennie would like to see the ducks.â
That evoked a response, though not one that he wanted to answer. âIs that the real reason weâre here? Because you want to show Jennie the ducks?â
Nick searched her frozen features for sarcasm, but couldnât find any. âMy first thought was that I owed you an apology.â He spread his hands. âBut it is a good place to show Jennie some ducks. I canât wait to see her face. Sheâs going to love it.â
It was the truth. To Nickâs immense surprise, he was looking forward to watching Jennieâs reaction.
The babyâs birth had unleashed a startling realization of all that was wrong in his life. Beginning with his sham marriage to Jilly. A deal to which he should never have agreed. âNickâ¦â
The uncertain note in Candaceâs voice captured his attention. The stiffness had left her face, although her arms were still wrapped protectively around herself. âYes?â
âYou and I need to talk.â
Her expression told him that she wasnât looking forward to whatever she wanted to talk to him about. After a secondâs pause, Nick instinctively knew what it was about.
Damn, he should never have given in to that wild, insane urge to kiss her. God knew what she was making of his bringing her here for coffee.
Dismissively he said, âYouâre making too much out of the fact that I want to buy you coffee to apologize. This isnât adateâ¦or any attempt to change the footing of our relationship to anything more personalâyou donât need to worry about that.â
Nick knew he was lying through his teeth. Despite his promise that there would be no more kisses, he hungered to kiss her again, and see if she tasted as good as he remembered.
But she was good for Jennieâ¦and he needed her for Jennieâs sake. He couldnât afford to screw it all up and have her leave.
He could sense her stiffening in the seat beside him, and Jennie didnât help matters by letting out a squawk from the rear seat. âI never thought this was a date,â Candace told him with an edge in her voice.
âThen what do you want to talk about?â
âYou and Jennieâbut now is probably not a good time. Jennie wants out of the car.â
Candace scrambled from the Daimler as if she couldnât wait to escape the cocoon of the carâs interior, and the passenger door slammed behind her.
Nick gritted his teeth. Okay, so heâd sure got that wrong. Badly. Sex was the last thing on her mind. Whereas he couldnât think of much else. All he could think about was repeating the âmistakeâ theyâd made the night before.
Except Nick couldnât view that kiss as a mistake. Unprofessional? Hell, yes. But a mistake? No way.
Nick had always gone after what he wanted. And right now