it?â
âWhy didnât we ever think of that?â
âBut, Martaâwhatâyou think heâs from a blue forest or something?â
âNo, donât be silly.â
They watched the boy begin a new scene: it looked like a creek.
Marta tapped the boyâs shoulder and turned him toward the other wall with its completed scene. âDo you know that place?â she asked.
The boy regarded the painting.
âIs that where you came from?â
The boy scratched the back of his neck.
âIs that yourâhome?â
The boy scratched his knee.
âMarta, maybe he doesnât rememberââ
âHow could he not remember?â
âWell, you know, kids might notââ
âHow could he paint it if he didnât remember it?â
That night, Marta suggested a plan. âWeâll go exploring.â
âWe will?â
âAll three of us. See this map? See this circle? Weâll get in the truck and cover all this area.â
âAnd weâll be looking for what exactly?â
âFor that scene he painted.â
âFor blue trees and purple animals and red creek?â
âDonât be silly, John.â
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A nd so, the next morning they set off, the three of them in the truck, along with the beagle, who leaped in at the last minute and snuggled by the boyâs feet. They planned to wander along the back roads for a few hours, looking for the scene on the wall of the barn.
They turned down narrow roads they had not traveled before; they rolled through small towns with dilapidated stores and abandoned gas stations. They passed neglected shacks and derelict buildings and cast-off, rusty vehicles and appliances. They passed many barns, some small and rustic, and some larger, older ones with sunken roofs and tilting frames.
The first time they came to a wooded area bordered by a creek, John slowed the truck and Marta caught her breath, sat back in her seat, and gripped the door handle. The boy was looking at a nearby house. He pointed to the porch.
âWhat? No, oh no. What?â Marta said. âIs itâ?â
The boy smiled and waved his hand at the porch.
âIs itâdo you know that place?â
But the boy had already turned away and was reaching for the dog, rubbing his head.
John said, âLook thereâsee that? Itâs probably just those chickens he was waving at.â
âOh. Thank goodness. I meanââ
âI know,â John said. âI know.â
And on they drove through the countryside, through small towns, past several pastures and creeks, and none of them seemed especially familiar to Jacob.
When they returned home that afternoon, and the boy had run up to the pasture to greet the cows and goats, Marta said, âLetâs have a big dinner tonight. Iâm starved! Letâs have fried chicken and mashed potatoes and green beans with bacon andâoh!âIâll make a pieâwe havenât had apple pie in ages. It feels so good to be back home today, doesnât it, John? Doesnât it feel good to be home?â
âYes, it does.â
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O n Saturday, they drove to the park where they usually met Lucy and her mother. Marta had resolved that she was going to tell Lucyâs mother the whole truth about the boy.
âIt will be good to get it out in the open,â she told John.
âIf you think so.â
Lucy and Jacob were by now fast friends, attached to each other as if theyâd known each other for years. Lucy would run up to him and grab his hand and off they would go, dashing to the swings or slide or climbing bars.
âSheâs so motherly,â Lucyâs mother said. âLook how she holds Jacobâs hand. Cute.â
âYes, well . . .â
âYou really should come to our house sometimeâjust leave Jacob for a day. They would have such fun. Would that be okay with, you know, his family?â
âAh,