boyfriendâs daughter, remember? Blonde girl, shows up at your place every couple of weeks? Although, as she doesnât possess hooves, perhaps you havenât even noticedâ¦
âItâs her friend Layla,â I add.
I donât think Rosalind hears me because in the background someoneâs squealing, âMummy, weâre going to be late for my lesson! Come on, stop talking. Get off the phone!â
âSorry, who is this again?â Rosalind says in a rush.
âLaylaâ¦â
âZoeâs not in at the moment, sheâs just gone out on my bikeâ¦â Poor Zoe. Sheâs probably headed off on her own to avoid hanging out with Olivia. âIâll tell her you rang,â Rosalind adds. âSorry, got to go.â The call ends abruptly and I feel pretty hollow as I stuff my phone back into my pocket. While Zoe has a beautiful bedroom filled with lovely things, I realized when her dad left two years ago that stuff doesnât matter very much at all.
Suddenly, he was living in the middle of nowhere with âthat womanâ, as Zoeâs mum calls her, or âthe ageing Barbie dollâ when sheâs in a bad mood, due to Rosalindâs bleached yellow hair and the billions of beauty treatments she has. Sometimes we joke that sheâs probably made of plastic and might actually melt on her sunbed. As well as dealing with all that, Zoe is also expected to be extra nice to Olivia too. âSheâs been through a lot,â her dad pointed out. âRemember, her dad walked out on them when she was just a baby.â Zoe and I agreed that it must have been tough. But then my dad did the same to us , she pointed out. Anyway, Oliviaâs never shown an interest in becoming friends with Zoe. I hope Rosalind remembers to tell her I called.
Iâm in amongst the market stalls now. Embroidered tops and floaty dresses are displayed on hangers, and wicker baskets are overflowing with shoes and scarves and bags.
âFind anything yet?â Jude has appeared at my side.
I smile and shake my head. âOnly just started looking.â
âNo Zoe today?â
âSheâs at her dadâs,â I explain. Recently, Iâve suspected Jude has a bit of a crush on her. Heâs just one of the gang really â a boy weâve known since we all jostled for space around the sandpit at pre-school. Heâs so easy to talk to, and Mum was right â he doesnât care what anyone thinks. I canât imagine Kyle hanging out with any of the other boys from my year. I want to ask if heâs seen Ben today, but know I couldnât possibly make it sound casual.
âPoor you, all alone,â Jude teases, pushing light brown hair from his eyes.
I grin. âI know. Iâm devastated.â
âWell, I can give you some fashion advice if you like.â
âWhat, you?â I splutter.
âYeah!â He points up at a bright yellow dress with orange suns printed all over it. âYou should get that. Itâs just your colour.â
I smile. âBit too garish, even for me.â Then something else catches my eye: another dress, partly hidden behind the yellow horror. Itâs fairly plain, fitted and sleeveless. Iâm not really a dress person, but itâs such an amazing colourâ¦
Blue â angelfish blue.
âHey, Layla, how do I look?â Judeâs messing around and trying on hats now at the next stall. Danny appears and pulls on a crazy hat with a floppy brim, and the two of them crack up laughing.
âBeautiful.â I turn away and reach up for the blue dress.
The stall lady makes her way towards me. âOh, thatâs just your colour,â she exclaims.
I smile. âI donât know. Itâs not my usual kind of thingâ¦â I glance down at my home-dyed top and patched jeans and suddenly feel horribly scruffy.
âWhy donât you try it on?â she
Holly Rayner, Lara Hunter