She made out many of the figures while he fed fuel into the stove and turned up the roomâs lanterns.
She examined his course line, knowing she was cheating, but she wanted to find out how far south he planned to sail through the Southern Ocean when rounding Africaâs Cape of Good Hope. If she could determine that, then she could either meet his course or beat it with a more dangerous, but faster latitude farther south. How low are you going to go, Captain Sutherland?
Her eyebrows shot up. Lower than even her reckless father had ever dared.
His course ran insanely close to the perilous seas around the Antarctic, cutting the distance and sailing time to Sydney. She had to have read it wrong.
âDonât try to read that,â he advised. âIt will only give you a headache.â
Her eyes narrowed. Sheâd been plotting since she was old enough to count. Indeed, she almost informed him with a sharp rap of her fingernails over the offending numbers that he had made a mistake in one of his calculations. But she should probably let the error stand, since it could adversely affect his course in the race. It would be a cold-blooded thing to do, but this wasnât a childâs game. If he couldnât meet the challenge, then heâd fail.
When she said nothing, he scrutinized her and said, âItâs a course âa map of where Iâll sail this ship on my next voyage.â Had he explained that slowly?
Nicoleâs nails bit into her palms as she quieted her arrogant pride. She managed a tepid smile as if impressed with his knowledge. Yet thoughts of the race vanished when he walked toward her in that slow, fluid way that made her belly tighten.
He reached out to her, his body so close that she would have to move to avoid touching him. Instead, she lowered her lashes. Would he kiss her again? Did she want him to touch her with those lips once more? Nothing happened for the space of what should have been a couple of breaths.
Her eyes flashed open; heâd reached past her toward a bottle of brandy. She didnât think heâd seen her mortifying surrender, but that didnât stop her from berating herself for being so vulnerable to him. Sutherland was a cruel man. A patronizing man. He expected, lest she forget, that she would be bought tonight.
Well, he could occupy himself with liquor all night if he wanted, but she would not let him touch her again. As if to illustrate his matching intention, he poured a generous amount and drained his cut-crystal glass in two long draws.
Inclining the bottle toward her, he halfheartedly offered her some. She couldnât decide if this was because he didnât think sheâd accept or because he didnât want to share. She shook her head in answer, the movement making her sway.
Perhaps she should have taken a drink, she thought as a sudden wave of exhaustion washed over her and chilled her. Shivering, she pulled her cloak closer and wrapped her arms around her body.
âYouâre cold,â he said. He set down his glass and walked to a cabinet.
âI seem to be,â she confessed. âI become cold very easily.â
Their tones sounded so mundane that she thought of what would happen when reality claimed her. Thinking of tomorrow was like a wet blanket over all the sensations heâd produced in her, and she couldnât make up her mind whether she wanted him to kiss her or if she wanted to fall down where she was and sleep.
He turned from the cabinet and tossed a blanket at her, and though her sore body made it difficult, she awkwardly managed to catch it. Frowning, he looked her over; then, seeming to make a colossal sacrifice, he took it from her. Without a word, he tugged off her damp cloak to wrap the blanket around her, as if she were no more than a doll he was changing.
He looked her up and down, his gaze stopping at her feet. âSince Iâve already started this idiocyâ¦â he muttered