way.
âCâmon,â she said, âweâll hop on your computer. Maybe sheâs still at the same place. And California is three hours behind, soââ
Melanie stopped. She had triggered something in Smiles.
âWhat is it?â
âProbably nothing,â he said, âbut . . . where is area code 510?â
He brought out his cell phone and showed her a record of two missed calls from a 510 number. âThey came in this morning.â
Melanie had no clue where 510 was, but it couldnât hurt to try. âCall it.â
She pinched her lip between her teeth as he contemplated the screen. And then he pressed the âcall backâ button. The tinny sound of a ringing line came through as Smiles drifted to his bedroom, the cell to his ear. Melanie followed on light feet to the doorway.
Smiles sunk to his bed, just a box spring and mattress lying on the floor. The sheets lay across it in a great swirl, a radar image of a hurricane. Even from the doorway, Melanie could hear the voice answering the call. She couldnât make out words, but there was something sharp in the delivery. It sounded female enough.
Smiles paused a moment. Melanie thought he might lose his nerve and hang up. She gripped the doorjamb with an unconscious intensity.
âHello?â Smiles said. âIs this Alice Smylie?â
Silence for a moment, and then a muted reply. Smiles continued: âThis is Rob Smylie. Your son, I think.â
I think
. It was heartbreaking. Melanie realized sheâd cracked a nail and forced her hand away from the door frame.
Smiles nodded and then started again. âI, uh, well, you know Mr. Hunt? I was talking to him today and he told me there was a letter that youâd left for me. And a notebook of some kind. Iâm not sure I really understood, but anyway I was wonderingââ
A longer burst of sound, but now the voice had a note of finality in it.
âWell, okay, but I mean the whole thing was just a little confusing. You did write the letter, then?â
Silence, and then another clipped sentence from the other end.
âMaybe you could just tell me about it then? âCause it turns out Mr. Hunt actually threw away the letter. Itâs sort of a long story, but my dadâs kinda sick andââ
A louder, longer response. Smilesâs head made a slow bow of defeat to the carpet. Melanie wanted to throttle this woman. She couldnât take it anymore, and worse, she felt like she was invading Smilesâs privacy. If she could pick up the line and demand some answers, she would. But she couldnât, so she did the only decent thing she could think of and retreated to the living room.
Melanie waited for five minutes there, looking beyond the gurgling fish tanks to the low clouds turning to Creamsicles in the sunset. The murmured pleadings she heard in Smilesâs voice pained her ears.
Since she had last been to his place, a number of golf ballâsized pocks had appeared in the living room drywall. Her shoes rested on a gigantic purple stain in the carpet with dried chunks of paper towel all over the place. Smiles had parties during the week, attended, she imagined, by people he met out at the bars who liked the idea of hanging out with Robert Smylieâs son for a night. It worried her. She wondered what happened here at night during the week but never asked. Chalk up another thing she wanted to change about herself.
She was sitting on the battered blue sofa that Smiles had found in the trash area on the day he got his keys. On the wall facing her was the seventy-two-inch plasma.
The obscene hunk of black plastic was shrieking everything she didnât like about Smiles. She wasnât comfortable here. And still she knew why she had come tonight. She knew why she had confused him with her birthday gift, and why sheâd kissed him back by the aquarium. If she had the list right now, she would have