The Damnation Game by Clive Barker Read Free Book Online Page B

next inevitable question: what were you in for? But it didn’t come. Luther turned his attention back to the business of the road, apparently satisfied. Marty was happy to let the conversation drop. All he wanted to do was watch this brave new world go by, and drink it all in. The people, the shop fronts, the advertisements, he had a hunger for all the details, no matter how trivial.
    He glued his eyes to the window. There was so much to see, and yet he had the distinct impression that it was all artificial, as though the people in the street, in the other cars, were actors, all cast to type and playing their parts immaculately. His mind, struggling to accommodate the welter of information—on every side a new vista, at every corner a different parade passing—simply rejected their reality. It was all stage-managed, his brain told him, all a fiction. Because look, these people behaved as though they’d lived without him, as though the world had gone on while he’d been locked away, and some childlike part of him—the part that, hiding its eyes, believes itself hidden—could not conceive of a life for anyone without him to see it.
    His common sense told him otherwise, of course. Whatever his confused senses might suspect, the world was older, and more weary probably, since he and it had last met. He would have to renew his acquaintance with it: learn how its nature had changed; learn again its etiquette, its touchiness, its potential for pleasure.
    They crossed the river via the Wandsworth Bridge and drove through Earl’s Court and Shepherd’s Bush onto Westway. It was the middle of a Friday afternoon, and the traffic was heavy; commuters eager to be home for the weekend. He stared blatantly at the faces of the drivers in the cars they overtook, guessing occupations, or trying to catch the eyes of the women.
    Mile by mile, the strangeness he’d felt initially began to wear off, and by the time they reached the M40 he was starting to tire of the spectacle. Toy had nodded off in his corner of the back seat, his hands in his lap. Luther was occupied with leapfrogging down the highway.
    Only one event slowed their progress. Twenty miles short of Oxford blue lights flashed on the road up ahead, and the sound of a siren speeding toward them from behind announced an accident. The procession of cars slowed, like a line of mourners pausing to glance into a coffin.
    A car had slewed across the eastbound lanes, crossed the divide, and met, head-on, a van coming in the opposite direction. All of the westbound lanes were blocked, either by wreckage or by police cars, and the travelers were obliged to use the shoulder to skirt the scattered wreckage.
    “What’s happened; can you see?” Luther asked, his attention too occupied by navigating past the signaling policeman for him to see for himself. Marty described the scene as best he could.
    A man, with blood streaming down his face as if somebody had cracked a blood-yolked egg on his head, was standing in the middle of the chaos, hypnotized by shock. Behind him a group-police and rescued passengers alike-gathered around the concertinaed front section of the car to speak to somebody trapped in the driver’s seat. The figure was slumped, motionless. As they crept past, one of these comforters, her coat soaked either with her own blood or that of the driver, turned away from the vehicle and began to applaud. At least that was how Marty interpreted the slapping together of her hands: as applause. It was as if she were suffering the same delusion he’d tasted so recently—that this was all some meticulous but distasteful illusion—and at any moment it would all come to a welcome end. He wanted to lean out of the car window and tell her that she was wrong; that this was the real world—long-legged women, crystal sky and all. But she’d know that tomorrow, wouldn’t she? Plenty of time for grief then. But for now she clapped, and she was still clapping when the accident slid out