pebbles everyplace, and lay upended there on the hill for days, looking for all the world like a witchhead with big spiky root-hairs sticking out.
Then came the day when they burned it, and all the other brush besides, in a great wildfire on the hillside that caused Zekeâs heart to beat so fast. He loved the acrid smell of the woodsmoke and the way it looked disappearing into the cloudy sky; he stayed up there on the hill all night long and watched the fire burn itself out, and then worked all the next day too with the rest of them, and never missed the sleep.
Later, Zeke was the one that walked behind Buck holding the bull-tongued plow to a furrow as straight as any manâs, so that Clovis, watching him, hit upon the notion of renting Zeke out to whoever needed him in the field. Clovis told Zeke that he would not have to go back to school. Zeke liked this idea fine.
So Zeke settles into his life. He gets up in the morning and eats his Aunt Dotâs good biscuits and her red-eye gravy, he walks to work, he works, he talks some to the people heâs working for, he walks back to Frog Level, he eats, he sleeps. He gives the money he makes to his Uncle Clovis, who gives him back some. Zeke doesnât need much. It has not occurred to him to ask for more. It has not occurred to him to do anything else, or to go anyplace else. He wears overalls, brogans, and a plaid shirt, winter and summer. He fucks a widder woman over at Cana that he works for regular, it seems to be part of his job. She cuts his hair for him too. And be loves to dance. He is known for it. On Saturday nights heâll go anywhere, travel any distance to find a dance, and heâll dance as long as anybody will fiddle. Heâll dance all night if he can.
At these dances he treats all the girls in the same courtly, old-fashioned manner, even the girls that are known to go back of the barn with you, the girls Tom has told him about. Ezekiel is a serious, dedicated, trancelike dancer. Sometimes a girl will start to look at him in another way, but usually this does not last long, for there is something in his faceâor there is a lack of something in his faceâthat puts them off. They stop flirting. Oh, they like Ezekiel fine, theyâll tease him and dance with him, but it isnât serious flirting. They wouldnât walk with him on Sunday if he asked them, which he does not. They donât treat Ezekiel like a man, somehow.
Sometimes Ezekiel goes with his uncles if they are running a set someplace away from here, at Sisterville or Little Africa or Ash Holler or even as far away as Holly Grove. One time, at a dance over in Sistersville, a pretty woman comes up to Zeke and grabs him away from his partner, grabs him off the floor. She is slight, with curly flyaway hair. She wears a frilly red dress with puff sleeves. She pulls him away from the dancing.
âZekey?â she says. âZekey?â
The fiddles saw away, the air is close in there, and Zeke wipes sweat off his face and looks at her. There is something about her.
âZekey, is it you?â she says.
Zeke keeps looking at her, but he canât think what to say. While he watches, her big eyes fill with tears. Then she puts her hand up to her mouth and pushes past him roughly, through the throng of people, out the door. Zeke follows after her. He makes it to the door just in time to see her start off into the night hanging on the arm of the big feller who is waiting for her there.
âMary!â Zeke calls out, his voice rusty and odd, so that everybody out there stops drinking and smoking and talking, and turns to look at the enormous boy silhouetted by the light pouring out of the dance-hall door. His hair glows fiery pale, like bright angel hair, in that light.
But Mary Magdaleen and the man she is with have already disappeared into the darkness beyond the dance; all you can see of them is the glow of the manâs cigarette in the dark, and it is his