The Dragon's Mail Order Mate: A Paranormal Menage Romance by Jade White Read Free Book Online

into her skin, her muscles, and her bones. She wanted to feel it inside of her, deep inside of her. She craved the warmth. There was something that made her crave the heat after Rowan. Being around Mike hadn’t helped. She wanted it now more than ever. All she could think of was the heat and how much she had wanted it to be a part of her. The heat was everything at this point. As she kept her eyes closed, letting the water flow down her body, through her silky, golden hair, she couldn’t help but wonder which one was going to make a move first.
    When she was done, she turned off the shower and wrapped herself in the soft towel that she was certain Will had bought fresh and new for her. He was that kind of a man and she was getting used to how he operated. She liked how kind and how caring he had been to her. She liked how there was nothing about him that wasn’t ready and eager. It was like he built his entire life around the idea of her coming to visit her for the entire time that they had been talking online. She liked that. It made her feel special. It made her feel like she was worth something to him. As she wrapped herself in the housecoat Mike had left for her, she realized he must have dropped it off when she was in the shower. She wondered if he had peeked in on her. The thought of it teased her. She could picture him naked in front of her, eager for her, and the thought of it made her want him even more. There was something about him that made her so excited.
    When she was done in the bathroom, she wrapped her towel around her hair and walked out into the hallway, wondering where Mike had run off to. She wanted to see if he was going to try any more of his moves on her. She wanted to know if there was any chance she would get with him tonight. She smiled at how eager she was, realizing it was probably someone else who should feel this way. There was something about all of this that suddenly felt backwards.
    Walking back into her room, she sat down at the vanity where she’d put her make up. There was something about the make up that made her feel like there was so little of her old life here. This was one of the few things that reminded her of the old days. As she looked at herself in the mirror, applying her make up, she thought about everything she had right now. She had some clothes, some make up, and she had no real possibilities of a life. She needed to contribute to everything she had going on right now. She looked at her face and smiled at herself.
    Truthfully, she was scared. That might have something to do with the eagerness to have sex with one of them, but she knew she definitely wanted something more for her life. She knew she would be having sex, sharing life, and doing all the things she wanted to do with them, but it was hard for her to really understand what was happening beyond her. She wasn’t in control of anything and she needed to figure out how she was going to play a role in everything that was about to happen.
    “Stop playing games,” she told herself.
    She needed to let things happen. She couldn’t force them to want her and she couldn’t force them to be mates. She tried to picture and remember how it had been with Rowan, how the magnetic power had controlled both of them so wickedly. She tried to remember how everything had felt and how everything had just flowed naturally. She didn’t need to impress him. She didn’t need to draw him in. All she needed to do was get him to see her. He had fallen for her without any thought or planning or guile. She needed to have faith this would work out for them as well. One of them was going to fall for her. It was just a matter of time before they figured it out and knew who was going to be her mate. She closed her eyes and promised herself she wouldn’t be cast aside.
    Pulling on her shorts and a white tank top, Oksana didn’t bother with a bra or underwear. She figured she wouldn’t be up for much longer. The jet lag was getting fierce