confirmation of her suspicions. Maybe sheâd been hoping to be wrong.
As for the shuttle, that had been the oldest trick in the book. Rig the power cells to overload. No real explosives, so it looks like an accident.
Much harder to do with newer shuttles.
âYouâre bleeding,â Salmagard said.
âMedicalâs as good a place to go as any,â I sighed. âBecause we arenât going anywhere else.â
3
TREMMAâS infirmary was outfitted to imperial specifications, with which Lieutenant Deilani was extremely familiar. Before she could learn to be a leader, sheâd been forced to learn to be both scientist and doctor. Bio was a prestigious and demanding field, and the imperial academies were notoriously ruthless. It was the broad nature of her expertise and her lengthy training that allowed her to graduate as a second lieutenant, one rung up the ladder from most of the other freshly commissioned officers.
For all the good it was doing her.
The medical bay itself was a mixture of Ganraen and Evagardian stylings. New white fixtures stood out jarringly against the gray of the original Ganraen engineering. The room was cold, but at least the examination table was padded. I didnât care for the harsh lights, but my eyes were drawn to the lockers filled with chems and medicine.
Deilani didnât hide her lack of enthusiasm for treating me. She dabbed at me with soothing antiseptic before spraying on an icy bandage that applied a mild anesthetic. It wasnât a large cut, but it was over my eye, so we couldnât just let it bleed. I could feel my suit beginning to mend itself, repairing the tears where Iâd been struck in the back by shrapnel.
âGive me your supply,â she said, putting out her hand, and wearing the expression of someone only acting under the direst duress.
I decided to show a little trust in the hopes that maybe sheâd send a little back my way. I handed over my hypos. She plugged one into a hand scanner, and her eyes narrowed. âThis is high quality,â she said, giving me another look. âVery pure.â She frowned. âYouâd almost have to be an admiral to afford this,â she mused, giving me another funny look.
âIt was a gift,â I said. âYou know how it is. Someone gives you something, itâs ungrateful not to use it. Iâm not into that stuff.â I glanced at Salmagard. âHonest. Iâm all about clean living. True story.â
Deilaniâs curiosity had vanished, replaced by familiar contempt.
âI didnât know what it was,â I went on. âI thought it was for my allergies. Thatâs how they get you.â
Iâd given myself only half a dose earlier. It wouldnât hold me long. My eyes would start to look bloodshot. Iâd probably be developing a little nervous tic soon. It would get worse fast, though.
Itâs true what they say: drugs and sleepers donât mix. My body chemistry was a disaster. We were in serious trouble and I needed to be at my best. I needed Deilaniâs help. It looked as though it was a good thing we had a doctor along after all.
She made a noise of frustration and closed her eyes. âWeâre going to have to shut this down here and now. A few more hits ofthis and youâll probably go into shock this soon after coming out of a sleeper.â
âSounds good.â
She blinked at me. âThatâs it?â
âYou think I use it for my health? No. Lieutenant, chem me off, by all means. The sooner, the better.â
She looked me up and down.
âYeah,â she said. âAll right.â
She wanted me to have a miserable detox; what she didnât grasp was that I didnât care. My need for drugs had ended when the party did. I could handle any amount of suffering if it meant being free of my dependency. âJust donât kill me until you donât need me anymore.â
âThen Iâll
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