myself Iâll do it as soon as Iâm free again. Yeah, and Iâll climb to the top of the Eiffel Tower, too.
The bus joins a herd of others in the courtyard of the Austerlitz train station. My brotherâs face, which was very dark, lightens a little.
âWeâre staying in France. If we went to Germany, we would start from the
Gare de lâEst
.â
We board a train very similar to the ones I used to take on weekends. Those were happy times! We go across quiet suburbs. I recognize the lazy bends of the Seine, then the Fontainebleau forest. Now we see fields and meadows. The train stops in a small town named Pithiviers. All the passengers feel relieved. Nothing bad can happen to us this close to Paris.
We discover the camp.⦠According to the military guards, it was built to house German prisoners at the beginning of the war, when France still hoped to win. It contains twenty wooden barracks with corrugated iron roofs, a dispensary, some offices. The barracks are on the spartan side. Theyâve made two-tiered bunks with rough planks and covered them with straw. I think of the carters in our courtyard, who slept in the stables with their horses.⦠They give us very little food.
âIn the German concentration camps,â Jacques says, âthey always keep the prisoners hungry. This breaks their will and their resistance.â
At least the guards let us write to our wives, and soon our wives send us parcels full of food.
By and by, we learn what happened. They arrested 3,500 Polish Jews and a few dozen Czech Jews on May 14. They sent them to Pithiviers and to another town nearby, Beaune-la-Rolande. The official statement says they had toarrest foreign Jews, all of them parasites and illicit peddlers whom they would put to work.
Jacques finds it pretty funny.
âBefore the war, all these anti-Semitic parties complained that the Jews took work from the Frenchmen. Now they tell us weâre lazy parasites and they want to put us to work!â
âIâd like them to give us some work. Doing nothing all day makes me nervous.â
âYou know this camp is full of Jewish scholars? People who came to France to study science or medicine. I heard theyâre planning conferences.â
âGo to your conferences. I just wish theyâd give us a ball so we could play soccer.â
In July, the campâs commander says our families will be allowed to visit us. Weeks before the day, I imagine the moment when Iâll see my Rachel and my little Ãlie. Then this moment comes and it is over so fast. In two months, my son has changed. He speaks better, he has a new way of smilingâ¦.
On June 21, 1941, the Germans attack the Soviet Union without any warning. In 1939, Stalin had signed a treaty with Hitler, because he wasnât ready for a war. I hope he is ready now. The German army wonât reach Moscow as easily as Warsaw or Paris, so the war will last a long time. Maybe Iâll stay years in this camp and my son will grow up far away from me.
The guards are looking for guys willing to work outside the camp. I go and fetch Jacques as fast as I can.
âCome, Jacques, this is a fantastic chance!â
âYes, this will relieve us of this dreadful boredom.â
âI mean a chance to escape. Once weâre outside, it will be easy.â
No luck. They separate us: they send Jacques to a Pithiviers workshop, me to a big farm with twenty comrades. As Iâve always lived in a city, Iâve never seen a peasant. I thought peasants were poor people, like factory workers, exploited and oppressed by the rich. Well, the peasant who owns this farm doesnât merely exploit usâhe treats us like slaves. We must harvest, plow, make hay, tend the cattle. Itâs really tough. It never stops. He feeds us so little that we can hardly stand. He seems to resent having workers who cost him nothing. Instead of thanking us, he insults us.
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Alexei Panshin, Cory Panshin