Tendernessâ . . .â
âThose are from the sixties.â
âIâm sure Christina Aguilera has mangled them in concert.â
âHow about âI Want to Know What Love Isâ?â
âIâll vomit, Sadie. I really will. All that wailing. Nope.â
âBut youâre not the one singing it,â Sadie pointed out reasonably.
Frankie blinked at her. âYour point?â
âFine. âYou Donât Have to Say You Love Meâ?â
âExcellent choice.â
Sadieâs mother had dressed her again. This time, it was a shapeless black sack of a dress with an artfully shredded hem. âShe looks like a crazy cat lady,â Frankie said sadly as Sadie climbed the single step to the plywood stage.
She did.
She got a smattering of applause. Other regulars. Everyone else just went on with their hummus and playlists. The table behind us was in the middle of a raucous game of quarters. âPowel freshmen,â Frankie had dismissed them after getting a glimpse of their fake IDs and oversize sweatshirts. All straight, none cute enough for him. Just loud and growing louder with each successive pitcher.
The music started. The collegiates howled at what must have been a masterful shot. We ignored them. They were big and drunk, and weâre small (me), confrontation-averse (me, too), and rational (Frankie). We knew what was coming.
âWhen I said I needed you,â
Sadie began. The quiet came on so suddenly, it was a noise in itself. By the time she got to the end of
âYou said you would always stay,â
the only sound was the faint whirring of a quarter spinning to rest on the table behind us.
Hereâs the thing. When Frankie suggests Aretha or Dusty Springfield or even Adele to Sadie, he means it. Because when Sadie sings, everyone listens. Her voice is deep and velvety, and makes me think of smoky bars in 1940s Casablanca, where everyone wore white and drank contraband champagne. Of course, I donât have the slightest idea what a 1940s bar in Casablanca was really like, which says a lot of what there is to be said about Sadieâs singing. It takes you.
She looks pretty, too. She does this thing where she tilts her head and half closes her eyes and holds the mic really close to her mouth. When she sings, guys watch and occasionally get a slightly glazed look. Iâve seen a few come halfway out of their chairs as she sings her last note. Then she slumps back to the table, they slide back into their seats, and the momentâs totally gone. Sadie hasnât had a date since . . . well, birth, unfortunately.
I donât get it. Sheâs fab. Sheâs certainly not unattractive. She has perfect skin, the best eyebrows I have ever seen, and no matter how much she and her mother insist to the contrary, an entirely decent body. Round, absolutely, but only in the right places. But she wears her shredded sacks, and when sheâs not singing, I guess thatâs what guys see. The one time I hinted that a belt would be a nice addition, all she did was give my turtleneck a long look. I didnât think it was entirely the same thing, but point taken.
âYou donât have to say you love me . . .â
Sadie could kill people in the bland musicals that Willing puts on every spring, knock everyone right out of their seats and through the back wall of the auditorium and onto the manicured lawn. But she wonât. No one at Willing has a clue. She pours her heart out in three-minute power-ballad measures on the Chloeâs stage and leaves it there.
âYou know,â I suggested quietly to Frankie during a long pause in the lyrics, âmaybe this isnât the song you think it is. I mean, sheâs telling some guy that he doesnât have to love her as long as he comes home. Is that a message we want to send?â
Frankie speared a bite of feta. âWhoâs âweâ? And who are you,