First Laws.â
âTheyâre just made-up rules. Like the laws of the colonyâno, not even that. Like the rules of a childhood game. I wonât live by themânot when theyâd cost me the man I love, and not when thereâs no good reason.â
âBut there is good reason.â Pru was pleading. âWe obey the First Laws to limit our powers. To understand that there should be limits. If we claimed ultimate power for ourselvesâcan you not see how wrong that would be?â
That made Elizabeth hesitate, but only briefly. Her anger was tempered, now that she better understood Pruâs fear. âI donât want to claim âultimate power.â I only want to marry a man I actually love. Thatâs what we all want, isnât it?â
Pru shrugged; her eyes welled with tears. âIâm scared for you. Thatâs all.â
âDonât be.â
âPromise me youâll think about what youâre doing. There are other men in the world, Elizabeth, but youâll never have another family or another home.â
I can create my own family. I can make a new home.
Elizabeth only smiled. âIâll think,â she said. She didnât say about what.
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In the afternoon, some of the men got into the whiskyâwhich wasnât unusual. Instead of shouting or getting into fights or making nuisances of themselves, though, one of them went and got his pipe, and before long they were all singing and clapping in the town square. This meant the same people who would once have scolded instead drew near, laughed, and even began to dance.
By the time Elizabeth reached the gathering, her hands chapped from work and her apron muddy, the revelry was in full swing. She saw little children hopping up and down, and Aunt Ruth dancing with one of the old men (who used a cane but was managing fairly well, considering). At the edge of the crowd, Pru danced with Jonathan Hale, both of them smiling into each otherâs eyes as though nobody else existed in the world.
Nearby stood Nat Porter.
His face lit up when he caught a glimpse of her. âElizabeth! There you are. Youâve been hiding from me lately, havenât you?â
âNever,â she swore. âI never would.â Your wretch of a mother has been keeping us apart.
âWill you favor me?â Nat said, holding out his hand. Elizabethâs heart sang as she took it, and they joined the dance.
The next few minutes were the closest thing to real happiness Elizabeth had ever known, or would ever know. Sunlight dappled the square and turned Natâs hair to gold; his hands were warm on hers, and his smile was for her alone. Her feet seemed to dance the steps without her having to think about it, or about anything else besides Nat being next to her. The beat of the music sped her pulse, and before Elizabeth knew it she was singing out loud, not caring if anyone else heard her terrible voice. What did it matter? The important thing was to sing.
When that song ended, people clapped, and Nat said, âYouâre a lovely dancer.â
âAs are you.â Should she not have called a boy lovely? He didnât seem to mind. Elizabeth beamed up at him.
The men struck up another song, and Elizabeth knew Nat would again reach for her handâbut just then, the Widow Porter stepped out of the crowd. Her smile might have disguised her emotions well enough for anyone else, but Elizabeth could sense her fear.
âNat, my dear boy,â Widow Porter said. âI know youâd rather be dancing with pretty girls, but even we old ladies sometimes like a lively tune.â
âOf course Iâll dance with you, Ma.â Nat gave Elizabeth a sunny smile before sweeping his mother into his arms and making her laugh as he twirled them both in a circle.
It wasnât as though Elizabeth hadnât made up her mind even before Widow Porter interrupted their dance. She had. But
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