was something in Lesleyâs appearanceâa businesslike elegance, an air of solvencyâthat went straight to their hearts. After a swift examination of premises, howeverâ
âI shall have with me,â added Lesley, âa small boy.â
It was a phrase she had pitched on after considerable thought, but the effect on the housekeepers was not always happy.
âA small boy, Madam?â
âYes, four-and-a-half.â
âIâm sorry, Madam, but we donât take children.â¦â
That was the first version. The second, proceeding smoothly past Patrick to the question of rent, lasted about five minutes longer, was terminated by Lesley instead of the housekeeper, and always on the same note.
âItâs charming, of course,â agreed Lesley, âbut far too expensive.â The words were on her lips, in the course of that morning, at least five times. During the next few days they practically lived there.
She was at last experiencing, in fact, the disadvantages of so small a town; for the residential districts as Lesley visualised them amounted to no more than a dozen square miles or so between Chelsea and the Regentâs Park. Within this desirable area lived all the people one knew, so that it was naturally rather crowded; but Lesley would no more have thought of looking over the fence, so to speak, than of booking a seat in the upper circle.
In a moment of disquiet, however, she did wire to Paris to beg Tonyâs hospitality for a further week: and with ten daysâ grace instead of three returned once more to her round of house-agents.
They all said the same thing.
For the accommodation Madam required, and at the rent Madam was prepared to pay, Madam would probably do better to try the suburbs.
Lesley listened incredulously: it was as though they advised her to try Australia. There were the suburbs, of course, through which one occasionally passed in a car, and where people out of Punch borrowed each otherâs mowers: but as for living thereâ
âImpossible!â thought Lesley; and so reached the disturbing conclusion that in the whole of London there was nowhere to live. All was impossible, Town outside the ring-fence, the suburbs outside Town; and so step by step, fighting every inch of the way, she was driven into the country.
3
âBut darling! â exclaimed Elissa, with her first breath after the bombshell. âYou surely donât expect youâll like it?â
âOn the contrary,â replied Lesley, âI expect to loathe it. But itâs only till he goes to school.â
âFour years, my dear!â
Lesley shrugged.
âUnfortunately, thereâs no alternative.â
For perhaps two minutes they smoked in silence. Then Elissa drove the stub from her holder, and said abruptly:
âDarlingâwe all think youâre splendid, of course, but arenât you being rather a fool? Surely you donât intend giving up your whole life to the child? Itâsâitâs unreasonable.â
âItâs hardly a question of âintending,ââ said Lesley wearily. âIâve taken the thing on and Iâve got to see it through. I canât afford to see it through in Town, so Iâve got to see it through in the country. As I said before, thereâs no alternative.â
From Elissaâs second cigarette rose an immaculate smoke-ring.
âBut darlingâI may have got it wrongâbut from what you first told meâyou havenât done anything actually legal , have you?â
âNo, it didnât seem necessary. There was no other claim, and I simply ⦠undertook him.â
âWell, then,â Elissa looked up, her long black eyes full of a bright lucidity. âQuite honestly, darling, wouldnât it be better to face the facts and push him into a home?â
At the other end of the couch her friend was perfectly still. âTo get rid of him!â
Catelynn Lowell, Tyler Baltierra