gates!â
The men exchange looks but remain resolute. The space between the doors shrinks until it seems not even a cat could slip through. But Aladdin remains undeterred. He sprints ahead, gasping, his shoulder crimson with blood. I donât have to fake my own pain, as if Iâm being speared from the front and hooked from behind. Everything in me screams,
Turn around! Run away!
But I force myself to keep moving. Spots dance across my eyes. Everythought I have is bent on maintaining human form. I ache to shift into smoke just to stop the pain.
And then we reach the gates. Aladdin stops, pushing me through first. I can hardly see at this point, and I realize Iâm sobbing aloud. Ordinarily Iâd be mortified at such a display of weakness, but I donât have a thought to spare for my pride. It hurts too much.
All I can do is force myself not to shift, not to give us away. I feel Aladdinâs hand in mine, his voice in my ear, but the words make no sense. Thereâs shouting, arguing. Everything swims around me. I am a twig caught in a flood.
With a moan, I collapse, the false pregnant belly dissipating. Instead of hitting the ground, though, I drop into Aladdinâs arms. He lifts me and holds me against his chest, then begins running. The scent of him overwhelms me: fresh figs from this morning, goatsâ milk soap he last washed his cloak with, smoke from the ruins of Neruby, wind, and sea salt. Human smells, rich and heady. I can sense his pain through his pulse, but he doesnât slow or stop. He must be hurting as much as I am. Why doesnât he let me go? Why doesnât he leave the lamp and save himself? Or make a wishâif I could even grant it in this state.
With a shudder, I feel myself slip, as if from a tall tower, and I plummet into darkness with one last thought:
But I was so close . . .
Chapter Six
W HEN I CO ME TO, Iâm lying beneath stars, my back on a hard, cold surface. I startle awake, all at once, and bolt up into a sitting position.
âWhoa, easy there, Smoky.â
I turn and see Aladdin sitting beside me, eating roasted lamb speared on a small stick. Weâre sitting on top of a building, with an expansive view of the sea beyond the city walls. I turn around and study Parthenia from above. The buildings rise where the land swells to the north, a domed palace sitting at the cityâs highest point. Even on this nearly moonless night, it glows like a pearl in the darkness. Zhian is somewhere out there, raging unheard in a tiny bottle or jar. The thought, which amused me earlier, now only fills me with grim determination. I stretch out my sixth sense, probing the night, but it doesnât reach far, and I catch not a glimmer of him.
âWhat happened?â Itâs rare for me to black out like this, and itfrightens me more than I like to admit. I donât know how humans do it every nightâfalling asleep, letting darkness swallow them.
âYou passed out. I had to carry you.â
âHow is your shoulder?â
Heâs wearing a fresh bandage, but itâs been sloppily applied. âHad to redo it. Tough with just one hand. And I grabbed these.â He pulls two little clay pots from his pocket. âThereâs an herbalist one street over, so I made a run while you were out. I hope theyâre for wounds and wonât, you know, cause warts or something.â
I hold out a hand, and he drops the pots into my palm. I open them and sniff. âThis one is for soothing womenâs birthing pains.â
Aladdin winces.
âBut the other one should do the trick.â I hand them back. âItâs a cinnamon-and-clove mixture and will stop any disease from spreading in your wound.â
He pockets that pot and leaves the other behind as he stands. âYou feeling better, then? Or want to take a ride from here?â He pats his cloak, and a dull
ting
tells me the lamp is still tied to his belt.
I try