realise she was willing to sacrifice so much, including me.
âPlease,â Mum added. âFor me...â She held out the money. I took it and followed her.
â Je si li joj pokazala Boga njenog ?â Dido demanded to know if Mum had put me in my place. The Bosnian version of âDid you send her to meet her maker?â
âSabiha has something to say,â Mum put her hand on my shoulder.
âSorry,â I said to Safet, then turned around and left, my hand over my pocket where the money was. I heard Dido yelling, then Mum placating him with the announcment that Iâd be going to mejtef next week.
âNext week is a long way away,â I said under my breath. I spent the night in my room writing a short story in my journal about an evil mother who abandoned her child to an orphanage in order to marry a millionaire.
Kathleen sat at a table outside Retro, our favourite café on Brunswick Street. âItâs been ages,â I hugged her. âI missed you.â
âMe too,â she hugged me back.
âItâs so good to be out of the suburbs.â I sat down and picked up the menu.
âHey Sammie!â Shelley sat down opposite me.
I frowned at Kathleen. What happened to lunch on our own? Kathleen shrugged.
âGeez, I havenât seen you since you moved,â Shelley said.
âI know.â It wasnât an accident. The highlight of my move to St Albans was that I didnât have to see Shelley any more.
Kathleen placed her bag on the table and rummaged inside. âWhereâs my lip gloss?â she muttered.
âHave you made any friends at your new school?â Shelley asked.
âIâve got all the friends I need right here,â I replied.
âMy cousins Sharon and Karen live in St Albans. I can hook you up?â
âThanks, but no thanks,â I said. As if.
Kathleen found her lip gloss and ran it over her lips. As she dropped her bag on the ground the table shook and her coffee spilt. âShit!â she exclaimed.
âIâll get you some serviettes,â Shelley said.
âWhat the hell is she doing here?â I hissed at Kathleen after Shelley left.
âShe wanted to see you.â
âWhat for?â I demanded.
âYou are her friend too.â Shelley returned and mopped up Kathleenâs coffee. âThanks Shell,â Kathleen said. Shelley always made me look bad in front of Kathleen by being Miss Perfect. âI have to go and wash this off.â Kathleen pointed to the stain on her skirt.
After she left Shelley searched through her handbag. âIâve got something for you.â She pulled out an envelope and put it on the table. âItâs a birthday invitationââ
âIâve got plans.â I cut her off. Where did she get off playing like we were best buds, when we both knew we hated each otherâs guts.
Shelley opened her mouth, about to argue, but then thought better of it. âDonât say I didnât invite you,â she said with a tight smile. She returned the envelope to her handbag and pulled out an iPod. She put the earphones in her ear. âMum bought it for me. It was $250.â
I didnât look at it. Shelley was a show-off. When Shelleyâs parents divorced, they split custody of their daughters. So her sister went to live with her mum and Shelley lived with her dad. Shelleyâs mum bought her whatever she wanted because she felt guilty that Shelley didnât live with her. Shelley wanted me to admire her iPod but, if I asked to listen to it, sheâd make up an excuse not to let me touch it.
âIâm listening to Pink,â Shelley said.
âHow original,â I replied. Pink was Kathleenâs favourite singer. Shelley was always doing that. Whatever Kathleen liked, so did Shelley.
She pressed stop on the iPod and peered at my bare thighs. âIs that another op-shop bargain?â
âNo.â I tugged