the world.â
True enough. âFrankly, my reaction surprises me, too. I should be worrying about the counseling clinic, not my silly personal issues.â
âEarly menopause is hardly a silly personal issue,â Jennifer said.
âWell, it is personal. But itâs not silly.â Lori eyed a cinnamon-nut muffin passing by on someoneâs plate. âYou think I worked off enough calories to eat one of those? Iâd hate to lose my girlish figure, especially now that Iâm single again.â Perhaps realizing that she hadnât actually been married, she added, âIn the totally unattached sense.â
âDo you feel ready to date?â Jennifer asked. âThat would be a good sign.â
Lori shrugged. âWish I did. Then I might stop obsessing about Jared. Onlyâ¦every guy I meet, when he finds out Iâm an obstetrical nurse, the first thing he says is how much he wants kids. Can you believe it?â
âYes.â To her embarrassment, Samantha felt the sting of tears. What was wrong with her?
âIâm sorry. I keep forgetting you canât have â¦â Lori grimaced. âThatâs even worse, me dwelling on it.â
âWe should find a neutral topic. Unless you two would rather discuss yourâ¦issues.â Jennifer peered from one to the other. âItâs fine with me either way.â
âDo you have to be so nice? â Sam roared.
Lori held up her hands. âIâve got an idea. Letâs talk about somebody we all hate.â
âI donât hate anyone,â Jennifer said.
âMark,â Sam proposed.
Lori shook her head. âItâs not his fault heâs booting out the counseling clinic. Besides, I canât hate him. Heâs my doctor.â
âNeither can I. After all, he hired me,â Jennifer reminded them. âAnd heâs a great boss.â
Sam didnât hate him, either. The truth was, sheâd done far too much thinking about Mark during the past few days. Did he guess how she melted inside when he drew close? A part of her wished theyâd followed up on his suggestion to figure out how to proceed after their kiss. If only the stupid hospital corporation hadnât thrown a wrench into everything.
If only I werenât wildly attracted to the wrong man. âWhy do you hate Mark?â Jennifer asked. âSeriously, I realize you two cross swords on a regular basis, but I figured there were sparks.â
Was it that obvious?
âHe may drive you crazy, but heâs supportive when you need him,â Lori declared.
That did it. âLet me tell you about men,â Sam burst out. âFirst theyâre all warm and supportive, but the next thing you know they sucker you into darning their socks.â
âDr. Rayburn would never ask anyone to darn his socks.â Lori stirred her tea so vigorously it slopped over. âWhen they get a hole in them, he throws them away and buys new ones.â Amazing what details some nurses noticed about their physicians.
âWho asked you to darn his socks?â Jennifer asked.
âWell, no one, literally,â Samantha admitted. âBut there was this guy I almost married in college. I nearly dropped my plans for med school so I could put him through law school.â Brad Worthy. Or rather, Brad Un Worthy. She saw his high-boned, angular face as clearly as if sheâd dated him last month instead of fifteen years ago at UC Berkeley.
âHe must have been an exciting guy, if you cared that much about him,â Lori said.
âSmart and passionate.â And terribly hurt when his starry-eyed girlfriend came to her senses. âHe couldnât figure out why I put my dreams ahead of his.â
âWhy couldnât you both pursue your dreams?â Jennifer asked.
âToo expensive. Well, from his perspective.â Brad had freaked out at the prospect of running up hundreds of thousands of dollars