demand to visit Nichole .
I am strong. I am strong.
Because they kicked her out. They disowned my sister because she broke the rules. And theyâll do the same to me. They will .
I am strong.
Enough of this. I have a couple of free hours. Enough time to change clothes, take a short nap, and do a little studying for tomorrow.
As I start to unbutton my white blouse, I catch a glimpse of myself, reflected in the rain-splattered hotel window. I smile, wryly. To be honest with myself, itâs not like I have to explain the dating ban to a lot of guys.
Nichole used to say I was cute. But then, thatâs a pretty girlâs prerogative. She never had to deal with steel-wool hair, a pointy chin, and a complete and total lack of a chest.
Good old Ana, straight As in everything . . . including cup size .
I stand in profile, trying to imagine what Iâd look like with curves. And do I really want that? Iâd probably just end up attracting morons like Duquette . . .
Who is that out there?
I lean into the window and wipe away the condensation. Outside, one story down, I see someone walking away from the hotel. A kid. Heâs standing in the middle of the street, in the drizzling rain.
I canât make out his features but I know who it is. Only one person would be wearing that glaring tangerine-and-red T-shirt.
Itâs Clayton. Heâs leaving the hotel alone.
I watch, helplessly, as he hails a taxi and climbs inside.
I storm down the hallway, ready to kill the first person I see. And Iâm making sure that the first person I see is Zak Duquette.
What was that cretin thinking, letting Clayton go off in a taxi somewhere? Heâs only thirteen, for goodnessâ sake! Where does he need to go now that he needs a cab?
Oh, if my parents find out about this, Iâm so dead.
I arrive at the boysâ room. Taking a deep breath, I smooth my top, focus my energy, and attempt to drive my fist through the door.
There is no answer for a minute or so. Maybe no oneâs there. But just when Iâve decided to go find Mrs. Brinkham, I hear Duquette shouting from inside.
âHold your horses! What, did you lose your key or . . .â
He opens the door. I take a step back when I realize that heâs been in the shower. His hair is covered in shampoo and heâs wearing nothing but a flimsy hotel towel that he holds around his waist, revealing his pale, damp torso.
âAna?â He squints through the suds.
I quickly make eye contact. âWhere did my brother go?â
âHuh?â He points to the empty room, where the TVplays loudly. âI thought he was in here. Maybe he went to get a soda.â
I shove my palm into his hard, wet chest and force him back into the room, shutting the door behind us. I then realize that Duquette might misinterpret a gesture like that, so I cut to the chase.
âClayton just left this hotel in a taxi. I saw him but couldnât stop him. Do you have any idea where heâs going?â
Zak wipes soap out of his eyes with his wrist, his other hand still holding up the towel. âI dunno. You know, I was right in the middle of aââ
âThink!â
He opens his mouth, then pauses. âThat little punk,â he mumbles.
âWhat?â
âHe must have gone to Washingcon! He kept asking me about it. I thought he was just curious.â
I clutch my face in my hands. This cannot be happening. My little brother, running off to Duquetteâs world of drunken trolls and spacemen and God only knows what else. Oh, this is bad. So very bad.
And then Duquette laughs. Like this is funny. Like itâs a joke.
âWow. Clayton decided to break the rules. Didnât see that coming.â
I donât need this. I turn to leave.
âAwesome.â
That does it. I twirl around to give Duquette a good smack across the cheek to pay him back for putting this moronic idea in my brotherâs head.
At least, that was the