would I have guessed Iâd even consider it.
But then, I wasnât the same Emili as a few days ago. Who knew what I thought anymore? The new Emili would break up with a guy by text, and she wouldnât give it a second thought.
Before I could talk myself out of it, I started texting, spelling out the words so there could be no mistake. Marc, I think we should take a break.
I pushed send and closed my phone. There, Iâd done it. It was official.
But as the evening wore on, I did give it a second thought. It stuck in my mind like a scab I couldnât scratch off.
I didnât think this new Emili and I were going to get along at all.
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Chapter Five
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When my phone rang, I jumped, expecting it to be Marc. I saw Farahâs number and took a quick breath. How was it possible Iâd forgotten all about her?
âWhere were you today?â
âHello to you, too,â she said.
âDonât even answer me. I already know. Lance told me you were with Pete. Farah, are you crazy? What did you do? Does your mom know you skipped?â
âWhoa, take a breath, Inspector. Whatâs with you?â
âI was worried. Are you okay? Whatâd you do? Or do I even want to know?â
Farah started gushing over the phone. âIt was the best day Iâve had in a long time. Peteâs the nicest guy Iâve ever known. We talked and talked forever.â She paused. âNot that itâs any of your business.â
âYou talked all day. Just talked? Farah, Iâm your friend, remember. I know you.â
âMy friend, Emili, not my mother.â
I squeezed my eyes shut. âYouâre right. Iâm not your mother.â My voice was barely above a whisper.
Then why did I sometimes feel like her mother? The whole thing was ridiculous and weird. I bit my lip. Fine then, I wouldnât worry about her. Let her get in trouble and be expelled. See if I cared.
âYou still there?â she asked, her tone turning soft and friendly. âSorry. And thanks for worrying about me. Itâs sweet.â
âRight.â
âNo, I mean it. Thanks for worrying. You forgive me?â
I was silent.
âCome on, Emili. Please.â
And just like that, I did forgive her â which is what I always did anyway. âNext time, could you at least text me back and tell me youâre okay?â
âIâll try.â
âAre you at home now?â
âYes, and Iâll be back at school tomorrow. For the record, I was sick today. I had a cold, you know, a real stuffed-up nose. I couldnât possibly have gone to school. Got it?â
âGot it, but didnât the school call your mom to check on you?â
âOf course they did, but I was home in the morning. Mom knew. Then when she went out later, so did I.â
âYou should have texted me back.â
âSo youâve said. But it was so much fun and I couldnât bear to be interrupted. And weâre talking now, and all is forgiven, right?â
âAllâs forgiven,â I said. Strangely, I thought about Jeannie right then. I missed her â and the friendship weâd shared. And I hadnât missed her in months and months. I closed my eyes and remembered her constant chatter and easy laugh. Iâd laughed a lot with Jeannie.
âYou still there?â Farah asked.
âIâm still here, but Iâm expecting another call. So I guess Iâll see you tomorrow.â I hung up, not sure why I didnât tell Farah about breaking it off with Marc.
I closed my phone and dropped it on my bed. Why hadnât he called yet? I knew he would. I started pacing around my room. My perfume. I could work on my perfume. I walked to my dresser and picked up the dark bottle of jojoba oil. Usually, I made perfume using essential oils from flowers or fruit. Lately, Iâd been going for a woody scent. Iâd already tried mixing sandalwood and cedar wood